Whether to me shall be allotted
life,
And, with life, power to accomplish aught
of worth,
That will be deemed no insufficient plea
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For having given the story of myself,
Is all uncertain: but, beloved Friend!
When, looking back, thou seest, in clearer
view
Than any liveliest sight of yesterday,
That summer, under whose indulgent skies,
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Upon smooth Quantock’s airy ridge
we roved
Unchecked, or loitered ’mid her
sylvan combs, [L]
Thou in bewitching words, with happy heart,
Didst chaunt the vision of that Ancient
Man,
The bright-eyed Mariner, [L] and rueful
woes 400
Didst utter of the Lady Christabel; [L]
And I, associate with such labour, steeped
In soft forgetfulness the livelong hours,
Murmuring of him who, joyous hap, was
found,
After the perils of his moonlight ride,
405
Near the loud waterfall; [L] or her who
sate
In misery near the miserable Thorn; [L]
When thou dost to that summer turn thy
thoughts,
And hast before thee all which then we
were,
To thee, in memory of that happiness,
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It will be known, by thee at least, my
Friend!
Felt, that the history of a Poet’s
mind
Is labour not unworthy of regard:
To thee the work shall justify itself.
The last and later portions
of this gift 415
Have been prepared, not with the buoyant
spirits
That were our daily portion when we first
Together wantoned in wild Poesy,
But, under pressure of a private grief,
[M]
Keen and enduring, which the mind and
heart, 420
That in this meditative history
Have been laid open, needs must make me
feel
More deeply, yet enable me to bear
More firmly; and a comfort now hath risen
From hope that thou art near, and wilt
be soon 425
Restored to us in renovated health;
When, after the first mingling of our
tears,
’Mong other consolations, we may
draw
Some pleasure from this offering of my
love.
Oh! yet a few short years
of useful life, 430
And all will be complete, thy race be
run,
Thy monument of glory will be raised;
Then, though (too weak to tread the ways
of truth)
This age fall back to old idolatry,
Though men return to servitude as fast
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As the tide ebbs, to ignominy and shame
By nations sink together, we shall still
Find solace—knowing what we
have learnt to know,
Rich in true happiness if allowed to be
Faithful alike in forwarding a day
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Of firmer trust, joint labourers in the
work
(Should Providence such grace to us vouchsafe)
Of their deliverance, surely yet to come.