Even like this maid, before
I was called forth
From the retirement of my native hills,
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I loved whate’er I saw: nor
lightly loved,
But most intensely; never dreamt of aught
More grand, more fair, more exquisitely
framed
Than those few nooks to which my happy
feet
Were limited. I had not at that time
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Lived long enough, nor in the least survived
The first diviner influence of this world,
As it appears to unaccustomed eyes.
Worshipping then among the depth of things,
As piety ordained; could I submit
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To measured admiration, or to aught
That should preclude humility and love?
I felt, observed, and pondered; did not
judge,
Yea, never thought of judging; with the
gift
Of all this glory filled and satisfied.
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And afterwards, when through the gorgeous
Alps
Roaming, I carried with me the same heart:
In truth, the degradation—howsoe’er
Induced, effect, in whatsoe’er degree,
Of custom that prepares a partial scale
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In which the little oft outweighs the
great;
Or any other cause that hath been named;
Or lastly, aggravated by the times
And their impassioned sounds, which well
might make
The milder minstrelsies of rural scenes
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Inaudible—was transient; I
had known
Too forcibly, too early in my life,
Visitings of imaginative power
For this to last: I shook the habit
off
Entirely and for ever, and again
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In Nature’s presence stood, as now
I stand,
A sensitive being, a creative soul.
There are in our existence
spots of time,
That with distinct pre-eminence retain
A renovating virtue, whence, depressed
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By false opinion and contentious thought,
Or aught of heavier or more deadly weight,
In trivial occupations, and the round
Of ordinary intercourse, our minds
Are nourished and invisibly repaired;
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A virtue, by which pleasure is enhanced,
That penetrates, enables us to mount,
When high, more high, and lifts us up
when fallen.
This efficacious spirit chiefly lurks
Among those passages of life that give
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Profoundest knowledge to what point, and
how,
The mind is lord and master—outward
sense
The obedient servant of her will.
Such moments
Are scattered everywhere, taking their
date
From our first childhood. [C] I remember
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That once, while yet my inexperienced
hand
Could scarcely hold a bridle, with proud
hopes
I mounted, and we journeyed towards the
hills: [D]
An ancient servant of my father’s