Dare I avow that wish was mine to see,
And hope that future times would surely see,
The man to come, parted, as by a gulph,
From him who had been; that I could no more 60
Trust the elevation which had made me one
With the great family that still survives
To illuminate the abyss of ages past,
Sage, warrior, patriot, hero; for it seemed
That their best virtues were not free from taint 65
Of something false and weak, that could not stand
The open eye of Reason. Then I said,
“Go to the Poets, they will speak to thee
More perfectly of purer creatures;—yet
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Can aught be more ignoble than the man
Whom they delight in, blinded as he is
By prejudice, the miserable slave
Of low ambition or distempered love?”
In such strange passion, if
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Review the past, I warred against myself—
A bigot to a new idolatry—
Like a cowled monk who hath forsworn the
world,
Zealously laboured to cut off my heart
From all the sources of her former strength;
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And as, by simple waving of a wand,
The wizard instantaneously dissolves
Palace or grove, even so could I unsoul
As readily by syllogistic words
Those mysteries of being which have made,
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And shall continue evermore to make,
Of the whole human race one brotherhood.
What wonder, then, if, to
a mind so far
Perverted, even the visible Universe
Fell under the dominion of a taste
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Less spiritual, with microscopic view
Was scanned, as I had scanned the moral
world?
O Soul of Nature! excellent
and fair!
That didst rejoice with me, with whom
I, too,
Rejoiced through early youth, before the
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And roaring waters, and in lights and
shades
That marched and countermarched about
the hills
In glorious apparition, Powers on whom
I daily waited, now all eye and now
All ear; but never long without the heart
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Employed, and man’s unfolding intellect:
O Soul of Nature! that, by laws divine
Sustained and governed, still dost overflow
With an impassioned life, what feeble
ones
Walk on this earth! how feeble have I
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When thou wert in thy strength! Nor
this through stroke
Of human suffering, such as justifies
Remissness and inaptitude of mind,
But through presumption; even in pleasure
pleased
Unworthily, disliking here, and there
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Liking; by rules of mimic art transferred
To things above all art; but more,—for