With strong sensations teeming
as it did
Of past and present, such a place must
needs
Have pleased me, seeking knowledge at
that time
Far less than craving power; yet knowledge
came, 600
Sought or unsought, and influxes of power
Came, of themselves, or at her call derived
In fits of kindliest apprehensiveness,
From all sides, when whate’er was
in itself
Capacious found, or seemed to find, in
me 605
A correspondent amplitude of mind;
Such is the strength and glory of our
youth!
The human nature unto which I felt
That I belonged, and reverenced with love,
Was not a punctual presence, but a spirit
610
Diffused through time and space, with
aid derived
Of evidence from monuments, erect,
Prostrate, or leaning towards their common
rest
In earth, the widely scattered wreck sublime
Of vanished nations, or more clearly drawn
615
From books and what they picture and record.
’Tis true, the history
of our native land,
With those of Greece compared and popular
Rome,
And in our high-wrought modern narratives
Stript of their harmonising soul, the
life 620
Of manners and familiar incidents,
Had never much delighted me. And
less
Than other intellects had mine been used
To lean upon extrinsic circumstance
Of record or tradition; but a sense
625
Of what in the Great City had been done
And suffered, and was doing, suffering,
still,
Weighed with me, could support the test
of thought;
And, in despite of all that had gone by,
Or was departing never to return,
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There I conversed with majesty and power
Like independent natures. Hence the
place
Was thronged with impregnations like the
Wilds
In which my early feelings had been nursed—
Bare hills and valleys, full of caverns,
rocks, 635
And audible seclusions, dashing lakes,
Echoes and waterfalls, and pointed crags
That into music touch the passing wind.
Here then my young imagination found
No uncongenial element; could here
640
Among new objects serve or give command,
Even as the heart’s occasions might
require,
To forward reason’s else too scrupulous
march.
The effect was, still more elevated views
Of human nature. Neither vice nor
guilt, 645
Debasement undergone by body or mind,
Nor all the misery forced upon my sight,
Misery not lightly passed, but sometimes
scanned
Most feelingly, could overthrow my trust
In what we may become; induce belief
650
That I was ignorant, had been falsely
taught,