But how could I in mood so light indulge,
Keeping such fresh remembrance of the day, 540
When, having thridded the long labyrinth
Of the suburban villages, I first
Entered thy vast dominion? [o] On the roof
Of an itinerant vehicle I sate,
With vulgar men about me, trivial forms 545
Of houses, pavement, streets, of men and things,—
Mean shapes on every side: but, at the instant,
When to myself it fairly might be said,
The threshold now is overpast, (how strange
That aught external to the living mind 550
Should have such mighty sway! yet so it was),
A weight of ages did at once descend
Upon my heart; no thought embodied, no
Distinct remembrances, but weight and power,—
Power growing under weight: alas! I feel 555
That I am trifling: ’twas a moment’s pause,—
All that took place within me came and went
As in a moment; yet with Time it dwells,
And grateful memory, as a thing divine.
The curious traveller, who, from open
day, 560
Hath passed with torches into some huge
cave,
The Grotto of Antiparos, [p] or the Den
In old time haunted by that Danish Witch,
Yordas; [q] he looks around and sees the
vault
Widening on all sides; sees, or thinks
he sees, 565
Erelong, the massy roof above his head,
That instantly unsettles and recedes,—
Substance and shadow, light and darkness,
all
Commingled, making up a canopy
Of shapes and forms and tendencies to
shape 570
That shift and vanish, change and interchange
Like spectres,—ferment silent
and sublime!
That after a short space works less and
less,
Till, every effort, every motion gone,
The scene before him stands in perfect
view 575
Exposed, and lifeless as a written book!—
But let him pause awhile, and look again,
And a new quickening shall succeed, at
first
Beginning timidly, then creeping fast,
Till the whole cave, so late a senseless
mass, 580
Busies the eye with images and forms
Boldly assembled,—here is shadowed
forth
From the projections, wrinkles, cavities,
A variegated landscape,—there
the shape
Of some gigantic warrior clad in mail,
585
The ghostly semblance of a hooded monk.
Veiled nun, or pilgrim resting on his
staff:
Strange congregation! yet not slow to
meet
Eyes that perceive through minds that
can inspire.
Even in such sort had I at
first been moved, 590
Nor otherwise continued to be moved,
As I explored the vast metropolis,
Fount of my country’s destiny and
the world’s;
That great emporium, chronicle at once
And burial-place of passions, and their
home 595
Imperial, their chief living residence.