Doomed to a third and last
captivity,
His freedom he recovered on the eve
Of Julia’s travail. When the
babe was born,
Its presence tempted him to cherish schemes
Of future happiness. “You shall
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Julia,” said he, “and to your
father’s house
Go with the child.—You have
been wretched; yet
The silver shower, whose reckless burthen
weighs
Too heavily upon the lily’s head,
Oft leaves a saving moisture at its root.
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Malice, beholding you, will melt away.
Go!—’tis a town where
both of us were born;
None will reproach you, for our truth
is known;
And if, amid those once-bright bowers,
our fate
Remain unpitied, pity is not in man.
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With ornaments—the prettiest,
nature yields
Or art can fashion, shall you deck our
[12] boy,
And feed his countenance with your own
sweet looks
Till no one can resist him.—Now,
even now,
I see him sporting on the sunny lawn;
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My father from the window sees him too;
Startled, as if some new-created thing
Enriched the earth, or Faery of the woods
Bounded before him;—but the
unweeting Child
Shall by his beauty win his grandsire’s
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So that it shall be softened, and our
loves
End happily, as they began!”
These
gleams
Appeared but seldom; oftener was he seen
Propping a pale and melancholy face
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Upon the Mother’s bosom; resting
thus
His head upon one breast, while from the
other
The Babe was drawing in its quiet food.
—That pillow is no longer to be thine,
Fond Youth! that mournful solace now must
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Into the list of things that cannot be!
Unwedded Julia, terror-smitten, hears
The sentence, by her mother’s lip
pronounced,
That dooms her to a convent.—Who
shall tell,
Who dares report, the tidings to the lord
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Of her affections? so they blindly asked
Who knew not to what quiet depths a weight
Of agony had pressed the Sufferer down:
The word, by others dreaded, he can hear
Composed and silent, without visible sign
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Of even the least emotion. Noting
this,
When the impatient object of his love
Upbraided him with slackness, he returned
No answer, only took the mother’s
hand
And kissed it; seemingly devoid of pain,
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Or care, that what so tenderly he pressed
Was a dependant on [13] the obdurate heart
Of one who came to disunite their lives
For ever—sad alternative! preferred,
By the unbending Parents of the Maid,
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To secret ’spousals meanly disavowed.
—So be it!