The last night’s genial
feeling overflowed
Upon this morning, and my favourite grove,
Tossing in sunshine its dark boughs aloft,
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As if to make the strong wind visible,
Wakes in me agitations like its own,
A spirit friendly to the Poet’s
task,
Which we will now resume with lively hope,
Nor checked by aught of tamer argument
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That lies before us, needful to be told.
Returned from that excursion,
[G] soon I bade
Farewell for ever to the sheltered seats
[H]
Of gowned students, quitted hall and bower,
And every comfort of that privileged ground,
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Well pleased to pitch a vagrant tent among
The unfenced regions of society.
Yet, undetermined to what
course of life
I should adhere, and seeming to possess
A little space of intermediate time
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At full command, to London first I turned,
[I]
In no disturbance of excessive hope,
By personal ambition unenslaved,
Frugal as there was need, and, though
self-willed,
From dangerous passions free. Three
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Since I had felt in heart and soul the
shock
Of the huge town’s first presence,
and had paced
Her endless streets, a transient visitant:
[K]
Now, fixed amid that concourse of mankind
Where Pleasure whirls about incessantly,
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And life and labour seem but one, I filled
An idler’s place; an idler well
content
To have a house (what matter for a home?)
That owned him; living cheerfully abroad
With unchecked fancy ever on the stir,
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And all my young affections out of doors.
There was a time when whatsoe’er
is feigned
Of airy palaces, and gardens built
By Genii of romance; or hath in grave
Authentic history been set forth of Rome,
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Alcairo, Babylon, or Persepolis;
Or given upon report by pilgrim friars,
Of golden cities ten months’ journey
deep
Among Tartarian wilds—fell
short, far short,
Of what my fond simplicity believed
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And thought of London—held
me by a chain
Less strong of wonder and obscure delight.
Whether the bolt of childhood’s
Fancy shot
For me beyond its ordinary mark,
’Twere vain to ask; but in our flock
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Was One, a cripple from his birth, whom
chance
Summoned from school to London; fortunate
And envied traveller! When the Boy
returned,
After short absence, curiously I scanned
His mien and person, nor was free, in
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From disappointment, not to find some
change
In look and air, from that new region
brought,
As if from Fairy-land. Much I questioned