Yet may we not entirely overlook
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The pleasure gathered from the rudiments
Of geometric science. Though advanced
In these inquiries, with regret I speak,
No farther than the threshold, [G] there
I found
Both elevation and composed delight:
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With Indian awe and wonder, ignorance
pleased
With its own struggles, did I meditate
On the relation those abstractions bear
To Nature’s laws, and by what process
led,
Those immaterial agents bowed their heads
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Duly to serve the mind of earth-born man;
From star to star, from kindred sphere
to sphere,
From system on to system without end.
More frequently from the same
source I drew
A pleasure quiet and profound, a sense
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Of permanent and universal sway,
And paramount belief; there, recognised
A type, for finite natures, of the one
Supreme Existence, the surpassing life
Which—to the boundaries of
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Of melancholy space and doleful time,
Superior, and incapable of change,
Nor touched by welterings of passion—is,
And hath the name of, God. Transcendent
peace
And silence did await upon these thoughts
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That were a frequent comfort to my youth.
’Tis told by one whom
stormy waters threw,
With fellow-sufferers by the shipwreck
spared,
Upon a desert coast, that having brought
To land a single volume, saved by chance,
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A treatise of Geometry, he wont,
Although of food and clothing destitute,
And beyond common wretchedness depressed,
To part from company and take this book
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To spots remote, and draw his diagrams
With a long staff upon the sand, and thus
Did oft beguile his sorrow, and almost
Forget his feeling: so (if like effect
From the same cause produced, ’mid
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So different, may rightly be compared),
So was it then with me, and so will be
With Poets ever. Mighty is the charm
Of those abstractions to a mind beset
With images, and haunted by herself,
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And specially delightful unto me
Was that clear synthesis built up aloft
So gracefully; even then when it appeared
Not more than a mere plaything, or a toy
To sense embodied: not the thing
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In verity, an independent world,
Created out of pure intelligence.