He heeded not; but, with his twofold charge
Still in his grasp, before me, full in view, 135
Went hurrying o’er the illimitable waste,
With the fleet waters of a drowning world
In chase of him; whereat I waked in terror,
And saw the sea before me, and the book,
In which I had been reading, at my side. [D] 140
Full often, taking from the
world of sleep
This Arab phantom, which I thus beheld,
This semi-Quixote, I to him have given
A substance, fancied him a living man,
A gentle dweller in the desert, crazed
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By love and feeling, and internal thought
Protracted among endless solitudes;
Have shaped him wandering upon this quest!
Nor have I pitied him; but rather felt
Reverence was due to a being thus employed;
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And thought that, in the blind and awful
lair
Of such a madness, reason did lie couched.
Enow there are on earth to take in charge
Their wives, their children, and their
virgin loves,
Or whatsoever else the heart holds dear;
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Enow to stir for these; yea, will I say,
Contemplating in soberness the approach
Of an event so dire, by signs in earth
Or heaven made manifest, that I could
share
That maniac’s fond anxiety, and
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Upon like errand. Oftentimes at least
Me hath such strong enhancement overcome,
When I have held a volume in my hand,
Poor earthly casket of immortal verse,
Shakespeare, or Milton, labourers divine!
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Great and benign, indeed,
must be the power
Of living nature, which could thus so
long
Detain me from the best of other guides
And dearest helpers, left unthanked, unpraised,
Even in the time of lisping infancy;
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And later down, in prattling childhood
even,
While I was travelling back among those
days,
How could I ever play an ingrate’s
part?
Once more should I have made those bowers
resound,
By intermingling strains of thankfulness
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With their own thoughtless melodies; at
least
It might have well beseemed me to repeat
Some simply fashioned tale, to tell again,
In slender accents of sweet verse, some
tale
That did bewitch me then, and soothes
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O Friend! O Poet! brother of my soul,
Think not that I could pass along untouched
By these remembrances. Yet wherefore
speak?
Why call upon a few weak words to say
What is already written in the hearts
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Of all that breathe?—what in
the path of all
Drops daily from the tongue of every child,
Wherever man is found? The trickling
tear
Upon the cheek of listening Infancy
Proclaims it, and the insuperable look
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That drinks as if it never could be full.