I play the loiterer:
’tis enough to note
That here in dwarf proportions were expressed
The limbs of the great world; its eager
strifes
Collaterally pourtrayed, as in mock fight,
585
A tournament of blows, some hardly dealt
Though short of mortal combat; and whate’er
Might in this pageant be supposed to hit
An artless rustic’s notice, this
way less,
More that way, was not wasted upon me—590
And yet the spectacle may well demand
A more substantial name, no mimic show,
Itself a living part of a live whole,
A creek in the vast sea; for, all degrees
And shapes of spurious fame and short-lived
praise 595
Here sate in state, and fed with daily
alms
Retainers won away from solid good;
And here was Labour, his own bond-slave;
Hope,
That never set the pains against the prize;
Idleness halting with his weary clog,
600
And poor misguided Shame, and witless
Fear,
And simple Pleasure foraging for Death;
Honour misplaced, and Dignity astray;
Feuds, factions, flatteries, enmity, and
guile
Murmuring submission, and bald government,
605
(The idol weak as the idolater),
And Decency and Custom starving Truth,
And blind Authority beating with his staff
The child that might have led him; Emptiness
Followed as of good omen, and meek Worth
610
Left to herself unheard of and unknown.
Of these and other kindred
notices
I cannot say what portion is in truth
The naked recollection of that time,
And what may rather have been called to
life 615
By after-meditation. But delight
That, in an easy temper lulled asleep,
Is still with Innocence its own reward,
This was not wanting. Carelessly
I roamed
As through a wide museum from whose stores
620
A casual rarity is singled out
And has its brief perusal, then gives
way
To others, all supplanted in their turn;
Till ’mid this crowded neighbourhood
of things
That are by nature most unneighbourly,
625
The head turns round and cannot right
itself;
And though an aching and a barren sense
Of gay confusion still be uppermost,
With few wise longings and but little
love,
Yet to the memory something cleaves at
last, 630
Whence profit may be drawn in times to
come.
Thus in submissive idleness,
my Friend!
The labouring time of autumn, winter,
spring,
Eight months! rolled pleasingly away;
the ninth
Came and returned me to my native hills.
635
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