Thus far, O Friend! have we, though leaving
much
Unvisited, endeavoured to retrace
The simple ways in which my childhood
walked;
Those chiefly that first led me to the
love
Of rivers, woods, and fields. The
passion yet 5
Was in its birth, sustained as might befal
By nourishment that came unsought; for
still
From week to week, from month to month,
we lived
A round of tumult. Duly were our
games
Prolonged in summer till the day-light
failed: 10
No chair remained before the doors; the
bench
And threshold steps were empty; fast asleep
The labourer, and the old man who had
sate
A later lingerer; yet the revelry
Continued and the loud uproar: at
last, 15
When all the ground was dark, and twinkling
stars
Edged the black clouds, home and to bed
we went,
Feverish with weary joints and beating
minds.
Ah! is there one who ever has been young,
Nor needs a warning voice to tame the
pride 20
Of intellect and virtue’s self-esteem?
One is there, though the wisest and the
best
Of all mankind, who covets not at times
Union that cannot be;—who would
not give,
If so he might, to duty and to truth
25
The eagerness of infantine desire?
A tranquillising spirit presses now
On my corporeal frame, so wide appears
The vacancy between me and those days
Which yet have such self-presence in my
mind, 30
That, musing on them, often do I seem
Two consciousnesses, conscious of myself
And of some other Being. A rude mass
Of native rock, left midway in the square
Of our small market village, was the goal
35
Or centre of these sports; [A] and when,
returned
After long absence, thither I repaired,
Gone was the old grey stone, and in its
place
A smart Assembly-room usurped the ground
That had been ours. There let the
fiddle scream, 40
And be ye happy! Yet, my Friends!
I know
That more than one of you will think with
me
Of those soft starry nights, and that
old Dame
From whom the stone was named, who there
had sate,
And watched her table with its huckster’s
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Assiduous, through the length of sixty
years.
We ran a boisterous course;
the year span round
With giddy motion. But the time approached
That brought with it a regular desire
For calmer pleasures, when the winning
forms 50
Of Nature were collaterally attached
To every scheme of holiday delight
And every boyish sport, less grateful
else
And languidly pursued.
When
summer came,
Our pastime was, on bright half-holidays,