and trust be filled with men of blameless and Christian
conversation, and of known integrity and approved fidelity,
affection, and zeal unto the cause of God. And
not only those who were neutral and indifferent, but
disaffected and malignant, and others who were profane
and scandalous were intrusted. By which it came
to pass that judicatories, EVEN THEN, were the seats
of injustice and iniquity. And many in their
armies, by miscarriages, became their plague unto the
great prejudice of the cause of God, the great scandal
of the gospel, and the great increase of looseness
and profanity throughout all the land.”
But, since the time of that acknowledgment there has
still been more and more degeneracy, so that judicatories
have consisted of, and been filled with perjured traitors
to God and their country. And armies made up
of these plagues marshalled under a displayed banner
against Christ and his interest, not only to the scandal,
but for the suppression of the gospel, and forcing
people to profanity throughout the land; and now are,
to the disgrace of the Protestant religion, made up
of the refuse of the lands, and employed in the support
of an Antichristian interest abroad. Yet have
we not sighed and cried for these abominations, nor
have we been concerned, as we ought, with the abounding
of them through the land. As also, with blushing,
we must confess our pride and presumptuous boasting
of external privileges of the gospel and outward reformation,
and of a testimony which we bragged of, as if that
had made us better than others, while we made no conscience
of personal reformation, which, no doubt, amongst other
sinful miscarriages, was a main cause of the Lord’s
depriving us so long a time of the comfortable and
soul-enriching mercy of a faithfully dispensed gospel.
And, in like manner, the conceitedness of some in
suffering and contending for truth, rather for keeping
up the contention abetting a party, and many times
under too lofty names of the suffering party, and
remnant, and the like, than to keep and hold fast the
word of the Lord’s patience to his glory as
our crown; and many other evidences of pride hateful
to God, such as boasting in the strength of armies
in the suffering times in an ostentatious way, vaunting
of, and being too much taken up with them, though
then necessary for the defence of our lives; rejoicing
in our numerousness or worldly abilities, or in the
number of them that frequent the public ordinances
in the fields; or that they, who are owners of the
testimony, are for the most, part kept free from the
gross out-breakings into which others are left to fall;
which things, though very good and desirable in themselves,
may yet be, and have been, occasions of sin when boasted
in, more than humbly and thankfully acknowledged to
be from the hand of God. As also, revengeful
resenting of affronts, passionate and disdainful refusing
to take reproof for faults, or for the excess in any
duty, as to the manner of it, when we thought the
matter was right.