“The Sidi sent by thee those trays of gold for my expenses; and when I sent thee to the shop of Yusuf the merchant, to purchase khil’ats and jewels, I felt confident that the weakminded wretch, who soon becomes friends with every one, conceiving you a stranger, would certainly form an intimacy with you, and indulging his conceit, invite you to a feast and entertainment.  This stratagem of mine turned out right, and he did exactly what I had imagined in my heart.  Then, when you promised him to return, and came to me and related the particulars of his insisting upon it, I was heartily pleased with the circumstance; for I knew that if you went to his house, and there ate and drank, you would invite him in return, and that he would eagerly come; for this reason, I sent thee back quickly to him.  After three days, when you returned from the entertainment, and, quite abashed, made me many apologies for staying away so long, to make you easy in your mind, I replied, ’it is of no consequence; when he gave you leave then you came away; but to be without delicacy is not proper, and we should not bear another’s debt of gratitude without an idea of paying it; now do you go and invite him also, and bring him along with you.’  When you went away to his house, I saw that no preparations could be got ready for the entertainment at our house, and if he should all at once come, what could I do? but it fortunately happened that from time immemorial, the custom of this country has been for the kings to remain out for eight months in the year, to settle the affairs of the provinces, and collect the revenues, and for four months, during the rains, to stay [in the city] in their auspicious palaces.  In those days, the king, this unfortunate wretch’s father, had gone into the provinces some two or four months previously to arrange the affairs of the kingdom.

“Whilst you were gone to bring the young merchant [to the entertainment], Sidi Bahar imparted the particulars of my present situation to the queen (who is the mother of me impure).  Again I, ashamed of my guilty conduct, went to the queen and related to her all that happened to me.  Although she, from motherly affection and good sense, had used every means to conceal the circumstance of my disappearance, saying, ‘God knows what may be the end of it;’ she conceived it wrong to make public my disgrace for the present, and for my sake she had concealed my errors in her maternal breast; but she had all along been in search of me.

“When she saw me in this condition, and heard all the circumstances [of my misfortune], her eyes filled with tears, and she said, ’O unfortunate wretch! thou hast knowingly destroyed the honour and glory of the throne; a thousand pities that thou hadst not perished also; if instead of thee I had been brought to bed of a stone, I should have been patient; even now [it is not too late to] repent; whatever was in thy unfortunate fate has happened; what wilt thou do next?  Wilt thou live or die?’ I replied, with excessive shame, that in this worthless wretch’s fate it was so written, that I should live in such disgrace and distress after escaping such various dangers; it would have been better to have perished; though the mark of infamy is stamped on my forehead, yet I have not been guilty of such an action as can disgrace my parents.