She looked quietly about her; she saw nobody.  She was sure to meet the most awful danger when the door was opened, if help did not come first.

She turned her eyes back toward the organ, and in her thoughts she besought grace of the straight, long, shining pipes.  But all their mouths were silent now.

She looked up to the pulpit; nobody was standing there.  In the pews nobody.  She had sent everybody away from here and from herself.

She turned her head again toward the choir.  She remembered that when she had seen so many gathered here, two ministers in vestments had moved about inside of the railing and had offered the kneeling worshipers something.  No doubt to help them!  But now—­there was nobody inside there.  To be sure she was kneeling here with folded hands and praying eyes; but there was nobody, nobody, nobody who offered her the least little thing.  She wept.

She looked out of the great church windows to the clear noonday sky; her eyes beheld the delicate azure light which spread itself over everything far, far away, but on nothing could her eyes rest.  There were no stars to be seen now, and the sun itself was hidden by the window post, although its mild golden light flooded the world.

She looked away again, and her eyes sank to the ground.  Her knees were resting on a tombstone, and she saw many of the same kind about her.  She read the names engraven on the stones; they were all Swedish, correct and well-known.  “Oh,” she said to herself with a sigh, “I have not a name like others!  My names have been many, borrowed,—­and oh, often changed.  I did not get one to be my very own!  If only I had one like other people!  Nobody has written me down in a book as I have heard it said others are written down.  Nobody asks about me.  I have nothing to do with anybody!  Poor Azouras,” she whispered low to herself.  She wept much.

There was no one else who said “poor Azouras Tintomara!” but it was as if an inner, higher, invisible being felt sorry for the outer, bodily, visible being, both one and the same person in her.  She wept bitterly over herself.

“God is dead,” she thought, and looked up at the large altar-piece again.  “But I am a human being; I must live.”  And she wept more heartily, more bitterly....

The afternoon passed, and the hour for vespers struck.  The bells in the tower began to lift their solemn voices, and keys rattled in the lock.  Then the heathen girl sprang up, and, much like a thin vanishing mist, disappeared from the altar.  She hid in her corner again.  It seemed to her that she had been forward, and had taken liberties in the choir of the church to which she had no right; and that in the congregation coming in now, she saw persons who had a right to everything.

Nevertheless, when the harmonious tones of the organ began to mix with the fragrant summer air in the church, Azouras stood radiant, and she felt quickly how the weight lifted from her breast.  Was it because of the tears she had shed?  Or did an unknown helper at this moment scatter the fear in her heart?