wonder. If she had remained in the Father’s
house—like the elder brother in the Parable—then
would all that He had have been hers, in nebulous
simplicity. But now, holding her revels apart,
she seems to sing her own song, and to dream her own
beautiful dream, wandering, with a motion wholly her
own, among the gardens of cosmic order and loveliness.
She glories in her many veils, which, though they
hide from her both her source and her very self, are
the media through which the invisible light is broken
into multiform illusions that enrich her dream.
She beholds the Sun as a far-off, insphered being
existing for her, her ministrant bridegroom; and when
her face is turned away from him into the night, she
beholds innumerable suns, a myriad of archangels, all
witnesses of some infinitely remote and central flame—the
Spirit of all life. Yet, in the midst of these
visible images, she is absorbed in her individual
dream, wherein she appears to herself to be the mother
of all living. It is proper to her destiny that
she should be thus enwrapped in her own distinct action
and passion, and refer to herself the appearances
of a universe. While all that is not she is what
she really is,—necessary, that is, to her
full definition,—she, on the other hand,
from herself interprets all else. This is the
inevitable terrestrial idealism, peculiar to every
individuation in time—the individual thus
balancing the universe.
III
In reality, the Earth has never left the Sun; apart
from him she has no life, any more than has the branch
severed from the vine. More truly it may be said
that the Sun has never left the Earth.
No prodigal can really leave the Father’s house,
any more than he can leave himself; coming to himself,
he feels the Father’s arms about him—they
have always been there—he is newly appareled,
and wears the signet ring of native prestige; he hears
the sound of familiar music and dancing, and it may
be that the young and beautiful forms mingling with
him in this festival are the riotous youths and maidens
of his far-country revels, also come to themselves
and home, of whom also the Father saith: These
were dead and are alive again, they were lost and
are found. The starvation and sense of exile had
been parts of a troubled dream—a dream
which had also had its ecstasy, but had come into
a consuming fever, with delirious imaginings of fresh
fountains, of shapes drawn from the memory of childhood,
and of the cool touch of kindred hands upon the brow.
So near is exile to home, misery to divine commiseration—so
near are pain and death, desolation and divestiture,
to “a new creature,” and to the kinship
involved in all creation and re-creation.