The Mother's Recompense, Volume 2 eBook

Grace Aguilar
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 378 pages of information about The Mother's Recompense, Volume 2.

The Mother's Recompense, Volume 2 eBook

Grace Aguilar
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 378 pages of information about The Mother's Recompense, Volume 2.

“They are mine—­all mine.  I have gained them honestly; indeed, indeed I have; I have worked for them.  It was to gain time for this I refused to go out with you last winter.  I had hoped my long, long task would have been done before, but it was not.  Oh, I thought I should never, never gain the whole amount, but I have now; and, oh, tell me I have in part redeemed my sin; tell me I am more worthy of your love, your kindness; tell me I am again indeed your own happy Ellen.”

She would have said more, but no words came at her command, and Mrs. Hamilton remained silent for a few minutes, in surprise and admiration.

“My Ellen, my own much-loved Ellen!” she exclaimed at length, and tears of unfeigned emotion mingled with the repeated kisses she imprinted on her niece’s cheek, “this moment has indeed repaid me for all.  Little did I imagine in what manner you were employed, the nature of your tedious task.  How could you contrive to keep it thus secret from me? what time could you find to work thus laboriously, when not one study or employment have I seen neglected?”

“I thought at first I never should succeed,” replied Ellen, her strong emotion greatly calmed; “for while Miss Harcourt remained with us, I had only two hours before prayers in the morning, and sometimes I have ventured to sit up an hour or two later at night; but not often, for I feared you would discover me, and be displeased, for I could not, dared not tell you in what I was employed.  The winter before last I earned so much from embroidery and finer kinds of work, that I thought I should have obtained the whole a year ago; but I was disappointed, for here I could only do plain work, at which I earned but little, for I could not do it so quickly.  I had hoped there would have been no occasion to refuse your wish, that I should accompany you and Emmeline, but I found the whole amount was still far from completed, and I was compelled to act as I did.”

“And is it possible, my Ellen, you have intrusted your secret to no one; have demanded no sympathy, no encouragement in this long and painful task?”

“I could not have accomplished nor did I commence it, without the kind assistance and advice of Ellis.  My dear aunt, I knew, reposed great confidence in her, and I thought if she did not disapprove of my plan, I should not be acting so very independently, and that with her assistance my secret would not be so difficult to keep:  she procured me employment.  My name nor my reasons for seeking it were never known to those for whom I worked.”

“And could she approve of a task such as this, my Ellen?  Could she counsel such painful self-denial and tedious labour?”

“She did all she could to dissuade, and at first positively refused to assist me; but at last yielded to my entreaties, for she saw I never should be happy till I could look on the past more as a debt than—­than—­” She paused, then added—­“My own spirit rebelled enough; that was far more difficult to overcome than other dissuasions.”

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