cannot but believe he will be spared—spared
not only in health, but as a reformed and better man,
to bless that mother whose cares for him, despite long
years of difficulties and sorrow, have never failed.
In vain I entreated him not to exhaust himself by
speaking; that I would not leave him, and if he would
only be quiet, he might be better able on the morrow
to tell me all he desired. He would not be checked;
he might not, he said, be spared many hours, and he
must speak ere he died. Comparatively speaking,
but little actual vice has stained the conduct of Greville.
Throughout all his career the remembrance of his mother
has often, very often mingled in his gayest hours,
and dashed them with remorseful bitterness. He
owns that often of late years her image, and that of
his sister Mary, have risen so mildly, so impressively
before him, that he has flown almost like a maniac
from the gay and heartless throngs, to solitude and
silence, and as the thoughts of home and his infancy,
when he first lisped out his boyish prayer by the
side of his sister at his mother’s knee, came
thronging over him, he has sobbed and wept like a
child. These feelings returned at length so often
and so powerfully, that he felt to resist them was
even more difficult and painful than to break from
the flowery chains which his gay companions had woven
round him. He declared his resolution; he resisted
ridicule and persuasion. Almost for the first
time in his life he remained steadily firm, and when
he had indeed succeeded, and found himself some distance
from the scenes of luxurious pleasure, he felt himself
suddenly endowed with an elasticity of spirit, which
he had not experienced for many a long year.
The last tidings he had received of his mother and
sister were that they were at Paris, and thither he
determined to go, having parted from his companions
at Florence. During the greater part of his journey
to the French capital, he fancied his movements were
watched by a stranger, gentlemanly in his appearance,
and not refusing to enter into conversation when Greville
accosted him; but still Alfred did not feel satisfied
with his companionship, though to get rid of him seemed
an impossibility, for however he changed his course,
the day never passed without his shadow darkening
Greville’s path. Within eighty miles of
Paris, however, he lost all traces of him, and he then
reproached himself for indulging in unnecessary fears.
He was not in Paris two days, however, before, to
his utter astonishment, he was arrested and thrown
into prison on the charge of forging bank-notes, two
years previous, to a very considerable amount.
In vain he protested against the accusation alleging
at that time he had been in Italy and not in Paris.
Notes bearing his own signature, and papers betraying
other misdemeanours, were brought forward, and on
their testimony and that of the stranger, whose name
he found to be Dupont, he was thrown into prison
to await his trial. To him the whole business