her aunt and uncle, were such as to awaken his warmest
regard, and cause him to regret that shade of remaining
sadness so foreign to her age. Traces of emotion
were so visible on her cheeks one day, returning from
a walk with Mr. Myrvin, that Mrs. Hamilton felt convinced
the tale of the past had been told, and fearing her
niece had done herself injustice, she scrupled no longer
in alluding to it herself. Mr. Myrvin was deeply
affected at the tale, and much relieved when the whole
was known; for when he had praised her general conduct,
and approved of so many feelings and sentiments she
had acknowledged, and then tenderly demanded the cause
of that depression he sometimes witnessed, Ellen had
given vent to a violent burst of emotion, and spoken
of a sin, a fearful sin, which long years of probation
alone could wash away. Her strong, her terrible
temptation, her extreme wretchedness and dreadful
sufferings she had not mentioned, and, consequently,
when known, an air of even more gentle and more affectionate
interest pervaded Mr. Myrvin’s manner towards
her. Hearing her one day express an ardent desire
once more to visit Llangwillan, to see again her mother’s
grave, he earnestly entreated Mrs. Hamilton’s
permission for her to visit him for a few weeks:
her company would, he said, indeed shed joy over his
home, and afford much pleasure to a widowed sister
who resided with him. Mrs. Hamilton smilingly
consented, and a flush of animated pleasure dyed Ellen’s
cheeks at the proposal. For about a quarter of
an hour she was all delight and animation, when suddenly
a thought entered her mind, banishing her unusual mirth,
and filling her eyes with tears. Her voice faltered
audibly, as she warmly thanked Mr. Myrvin and her
aunt for their wish to increase her happiness, but
she would rather not leave home that year. The
change was so sudden, her manner so contradictory
to her words, that Mrs. Hamilton, believing some fanciful
reason existed, would have insisted on her compliance,
and playfully accused her of unfounded caprice.
There was, however, a degree of earnest entreaty in
her manner, that Mr. Myrvin would not combat, and
he expressed himself contented with her promise for
the following year. Mrs. Hamilton was not, however,
quite so easily satisfied. Ellen had been latterly
so open with her, that anything like concealment in
her conduct gave her some little uneasiness; but she
could not withstand the imploring look of her niece,
as she entreated her not to think her capricious and
wilful; she was sure Mrs. Hamilton would approve of
her reason, did she confess it.
“I am not quite so sure of that,” was her aunt’s smiling reply; “but, however, I will trust you, though I do not like mysteries,” and the subject was dismissed.