overcharged heart found blessed relief in pouring forth
to Heaven its fervent thanksgiving for that great
mercy vouchsafed her in the restoration of her child.
The anguish of the past, the suffering of the present
were alike forgotten, in the thought that Caroline’s
affection and confidence were again restored to her.
The veil had at length been removed from her eyes.
Annie’s character was revealed before her and
the sorrowful and repentant girl had once more sought
for sympathy in the bosom of her mother. She
now felt that mother was her truest friend, and a
glow of sweet and soothing pleasure stole over Mrs.
Hamilton’s mind at this conviction. Caroline
had said it was the recollection of her mother’s
care, devotion, and love that had stayed her, ere it
was too late. She could not banish from her heart
the duty therein so long and carefully implanted;
the principles of religion, of virtue, shaken as they
had been in that painful moment of indecision, had
preserved her from misery. Often, very often,
Mrs. Hamilton had felt disheartened, almost despairing
in her task, during both the childhood and youth of
Caroline, but now her recompense was apparent.
Had she not persevered, had she been indolent or careless
in the discharge of her duty, had she left the care
of that child to strangers, who would never have thus
studied or guided so difficult a disposition, there
would have been naught to bid her pause. She
would have done as others too often do, and fearful
indeed would have been her chastisement. Now,
what were all Mrs. Hamilton’s self-conquering
struggles, all the pain she had suffered, compared
with the exquisite happiness of feeling that her care
had preserved her child, and she knew not as yet from
what depth of wretchedness? Fervent was the gratitude
for that grace which had permitted her to guide her
child aright; and as she recalled the heartfelt approbation
of her conduct, which her beloved husband had gratefully
expressed, happiness filled her heart, and many, very
many might have envied that noble woman her feelings,
as she laid her head on her pillow that night, when
sleep only hushed the still lingering thanksgiving
on her lips.
It may be well here briefly to relate all that had
passed at Airslie, from the moment we left Caroline
imploring pardon and guidance from Him, to whom she
had never appealed in vain, to that when she so suddenly
appeared in company with the Duchess in Berkeley Square.
To accede to Lord Alphingham’s wishes, she felt
was no longer possible, but how to avoid him was a
matter of still greater difficulty. To accompany
the Duchess and thus elude him, she could not, for
she felt neither her strength nor spirits could sustain
her through the whole of that festive night.
Each minute as it passed increased the fever of her
brain, at length in despair she determined on the
conduct with which we are already acquainted.
As soon as the last carriage had rolled from the door
she summoned Allison, the Duchess’s own maid,