the lives of their children (we were three) as bright
and pleasant as they could. Our home was so happy.
We had a large number of servants, who were devoted
to us. I never had the faintest suspicion that
there was any wrongfulness in slavery, and I never
dreamed of the dreadful fate which broke in a storm
of fearful anguish over our devoted heads. Papa
used to take us to New Orleans to see the Mardi Gras,
and while there we visited the theatres and other
places of amusement and interest. At home we had
books, papers, and magazines to beguile our time.
Perfectly ignorant of my racial connection, I was
sent to a Northern academy, and soon made many friends
among my fellow-students. Companionship with girls
of my own age was a new experience, which I thoroughly
enjoyed. I spent several years in New England,
and was busily preparing for my commencement exercises
when my father was snatched away—died of
yellow fever on his way North to witness my graduation.
Through a stratagem, I was brought hurriedly from
the North, and found that my father was dead; that
his nearest kinsman had taken possession of our property;
that my mother’s marriage had been declared
illegal, because of an imperceptible infusion of negro
blood in her veins; and that she and her children had
been remanded to slavery. I was torn from my
mother, sold as a slave, and subjected to cruel indignities,
from which I was rescued and a place given to me in
this hospital. Doctor, I did not choose my lot
in life, but I have no other alternative than to accept
it. The intense horror and agony I felt when
I was first told the story are over. Thoughts
and purposes have come to me in the shadow I should
never have learned in the sunshine. I am constantly
rousing myself up to suffer and be strong. I intend,
when this conflict is over, to cast my lot with the
freed people as a helper, teacher, and friend.
I have passed through a fiery ordeal, but this ministry
of suffering will not be in vain. I feel that
my mind has matured beyond my years. I am a wonder
to myself. It seems as if years had been compressed
into a few short months. In telling you this,
do you not, can you not, see that there is an insurmountable
barrier between us?”
“No, I do not,” replied Dr. Gresham.
“I love you for your own sake. And with
this the disadvantages of birth have nothing to do.”
“You say so now, and I believe that you are
perfectly sincere. Today your friendship springs
from compassion, but, when that subsides, might you
not look on me as an inferior?”
“Iola, you do not understand me. You think
too meanly of me. You must not judge me by the
worst of my race. Surely our country has produced
a higher type of manhood than the men by whom you
were tried and tempted.”
“Tried, but not tempted,” said Iola, as
a deep flush overspread her face; “I was never
tempted. I was sold from State to State as an
article of merchandise. I had outrages heaped
on me which might well crimson the cheek of honest
womanhood with shame, but I never fell into the clutches
of an owner for whom I did not feel the utmost loathing
and intensest horror. I have heard men talk glibly
of the degradation of the negro, but there is a vast
difference between abasement of condition and degradation
of character. I was abased, but the men who trampled
on me were the degraded ones.”