But the ground grows firmer beneath his
feet,
And there from over the meadow
A lamp is flickering homely-sweet;
The boy at the edge of the
shadow
Looks back as
he pauses to take his breath,
And in his glance
is the fear of death.
’Twas eerie there ’mid the
sedge and peat,
Ah, that was a place to dread,
O!
* * * * *
ON THE TOWER[37] (1842)
I stand aloft on the balcony,
The starlings around me crying,
And let like maenad my hair stream free
To the storm o’er the
ramparts flying.
Oh headlong wind, on this narrow ledge
I would I could try thy muscle
And, breast to breast, two steps from
the edge,
Fight it out in a deadly tussle.
Beneath me I see, like hounds at play,
How billow on billow dashes;
Yea, tossing aloft the glittering spray,
The fierce throng hisses and
clashes.
Oh, might I leap into the raging flood
And urge on the pack to harry
The hidden glades of the coral wood,
For the walrus, a worthy quarry!
From yonder mast a flag streams out
As bold as a royal pennant;
I can watch the good ship lunge about
From this tower of which I
am tenant;
But oh, might I be in the battling ship,
Might I seize the rudder and
steer her,
How gay o’er the foaming reef we’d
slip
Like the sea-gulls circling
near her!
Were I a hunter wandering free,
Or a soldier in some sort
of fashion,
Or if I at least a man might be,
The heav’ns would grant
me my passion.
But now I must sit as fine and still
As a child in its best of
dresses,
And only in secret may have my will
And give to the wind my tresses.
* * * * *
THE DESOLATE HOUSE[38] (1842)
Deep in a dell a woodsman’s house
Has sunk in wild dilapidation;
There buried under vines and boughs
I often sit in contemplation.
So dense the tangle that the day
Through heavy lashes can but
glimmer;
The rocky cleft is rendered
dimmer
By overshadowing tree-trunks gray.
Within that dell I love to hear
The flies with their tumultuous
humming,
And solitary beetles near
Amid the bushes softly drumming.
And when the trickling cliffs of slate
The color from the sunset
borrow,
Methinks an eye all red with
sorrow
Looks down on me disconsolate.
The arbor peak with jagged edge
Wears many a vine-shoot long
and meagre
And from the moss beneath the hedge
Creep forth carnations, nowise
eager.
There from the moist cliff overhead
The muddy drippings oft bedew
them,
Then creep in lazy streamlets
through them
To sink within a fennel-bed.