was unchanged. Unconsciously lapsing into the
old ways, de Sigognac fell into a deep reverie after
he had finished his simple repast, which Pierre, as
of old, respected, and even Miraut and Beelzebub did
not venture to intrude upon. All that had occurred
since he last sat at his own table passed in review
before him, but seemed like adventures that he had
read of, not actually participated in himself.
It had all passed into the background. Captain
Fracasse, already nearly obliterated, appeared like
a pale spectre in the far distance; his combats with
the Duke of Vallombreuse seemed equally unreal.
In fine, everything that he had seen, done, and suffered,
had sunk into shadowy vagueness; but his love for Isabelle
had undergone no change; it had neither diminished
nor grown cold; it was as passionate and all-absorbing
as ever; it was his very life; yet rather like an
aspiration of the soul than a real passion, since with
it all he knew that the angelic being who was its
object, and whom he worshipped from afar, could never,
never be his. The wheels of his chariot, which
for a brief space had turned aside into a new track,
were back in the old rut again, and realizing that
there could be no further escape from it possible
for him, he gave way sullenly to a despairing, stolid
sort of resignation, that he had no heart to struggle
against, but yielded to it passively; blaming himself
the while for having presumed to indulge in a season
of bright hopes and delicious dreams. Why the
devil should such an unlucky fellow as he had always
been venture to aspire to happiness? It was all
foolishness, and sure to end in bitter disappointment;
but he had had his lesson now, and would be wiser for
the future.
He sat perfectly motionless for a long time, plunged
in a sad reverie—sunk in a species of torpor;
but he roused himself at last, and perceiving that
his faithful old follower’s eyes were fixed upon
him, full of timid questioning that he did not venture
to put into words, briefly related to him the principal
incidents of his journey up to the capital, and his
short stay there. When he graphically described
his two duels with the Duke of Vallombreuse—the
old man, filled with pride and delight at the proficiency
of his beloved pupil, could not restrain his enthusiasm,
and snatching up a stick gave vigorous illustrations
of all the most salient points of the encounters as
the baron delineated them, ending up with a wild flourish
and a shout of triumph.
“Alas! my good Pierre,” said he, with
a sigh, when quiet was restored, “you taught
me how to use my sword only too well. My unfortunate
victory has been my ruin, and has sent me back, hopeless
and bereaved, to this poor old crumbling chateau of
mine, where I am doomed to drag out the weary remainder
of my days in sorrow and misery. I am peculiarly
unhappy, in that my very triumphs have only made matters
worse for me—it would have been better
far for me, and for all, if I had been wounded, or
even killed, in this last disastrous encounter, instead
of my rival and enemy, the young Duke of Vallombreuse.”