but I must confess that I prefer your charming conversation
to your delightful reading. Do you know, I would
not have believed it possible to gain so much, in
losing all hope of what I desired more ardently than
I had ever done anything in my whole life before.
The brother is very much more kindly treated than
the suitor—are you aware of that?
You are as sweet and amiable to the one as you were
severe and unapproachable to the other. I find
in this calm, peaceful affection, charms that I had
never dreamed of, and you reveal to me a new side of
the feminine character, hitherto utterly unknown to
me. Carried away by fiery passions, and irritated
to madness by any opposition, I was like the wild
huntsman of the ancient legend, who stopped for no
obstacle, but rode recklessly over everything in his
path. I looked upon whatever beautiful woman
I was in pursuit of as my legitimate prey. I scouted
the very idea of failure, and deemed myself irresistible.
At the mention of virtue, I only shrugged my shoulders,
and I think I may say, without too much conceit, to
the only woman I ever pursued who did not yield to
me, that I had reason not to put much faith in it.
My mother died when I was a mere baby; you, my sweet
sister, were not near me, and I have never known,
until now, all the purity, tenderness, and sublime
courage of which your sex is capable. I chanced
to see you. An irresistible attraction, in which,
perhaps, the unknown tie of blood had its influence,
drew me to you, and for the first time in my life a
feeling of respect and esteem mingled with my passion.
Your character delighted me, even when you drove me
to despair. I could not but secretly approve
and admire the modest and courteous firmness with which
you rejected my homage. The more decidedly you
repulsed me, the more I felt that you were worthy
of my adoration. Anger and admiration succeeded
each other in my heart, and even in my most violent
paroxysms of rage I always respected you. I descried
the angel in the woman, and bowed to the ascendency
of a celestial purity. Now I am happy and blessed
indeed; for I have in you precisely what I needed,
without knowing it—this pure affection,
free from all earthly taint—unalterable—eternal.
I possess at last the love of a soul.”
“Yes, my dear brother, it is yours,” Isabelle
replied; “and it is a great source of happiness
to me that I am able to assure you of it. You
have in me a devoted sister and friend, who will love
you doubly to make up for the years we have lost—above
all, now that you have promised me to correct the
faults that have so grieved and alarmed our dear father,
and to exhibit only the good qualities of which you
have plenty.”
“Oh! you little preacher,” cried Vallombreuse,
with a bright, admiring smile; “how you take
advantage of my weakness. However, it is perfectly
true that I have been a dreadful monster, but I really
do mean to do better in future—if not for
love of virtue itself, at least to avoid seeing my
charming sister put on a severe, disapproving air,
at some atrocious escapade of mine. Still, I
fear that I shall always be Folly, as you will be
Reason.”