to listen to me with indulgence and interest.
His gracious majesty could not, it seems to me, suffer
a noble family, that had devoted all their possessions
to the service of king and country, in many wars, to
die out so miserably, if once he knew of it.
Meantime, for want of other employment, I have taken
to acting, and have made a little money thereby—part
of which I shall send to you, as soon as I can find
a good opportunity. It would have been better
perhaps if I had enlisted as a soldier; but I could
not give up my liberty, and however poverty-stricken
a man may be, his pride revolts at the idea of putting
himself under the orders of those whom his noble ancestors
used to command. The only adventure worth relating
that has befallen me since I left you was a duel that
I fought at Poitiers, with a certain young duke, who
is held to be invincible; but, thanks to your good
instructions, I was able to get the better of him easily.
I ran him through the right arm, and could just as
well have run him through the body, and left him dead
upon the field, for his defence was weak and insufficient—by
no means equal to his attack, which was daring and
brilliant, though very reckless—and several
times he was entirely at my mercy, as he grew heated
and angry. He has not been so thoroughly trained
to preserve his sang-froid, whatever may happen, as
I, and I now appreciate, for the first time, your
wonderful patience and perseverance in making me a
master of the noble art of fencing, and how valuable
my proficiency in it will be to me. Your scholar
does you honour, my brave Pierre, and I won great
praise and applause for my really too easy victory.
In spite of the constant novelty and excitement of
my new way of life, my thoughts often return to dwell
upon my poor old chateau, crumbling gradually into
ruin over the tombs of my ancestors. From afar
it does not seem so desolate and forlorn, and there
are times when I fancy myself there once more, gazing
up at the venerable family portraits, wandering through
the deserted rooms, and I find a sort of melancholy
pleasure in it. How I wish that I could look into
your honest, sunburnt face, lighted up with the glad
smile that always greeted me—and I am not
ashamed to confess that I long to hear Beelzebub’s
contented purring, Miraut’s joyful bark, and
the loud whinnying of my poor old Bayard, who never
failed to recognise my step. Are they all still
alive—the good, faithful, affectionate
creatures—and do they seem to remember me?
Have you been able to keep yourself and them from
starvation thus far? Try to hold out until my
return, my good Pierre, so as to share my fate—be
it bright or dark, happy or sad—that we
may finish our days together in the place where we
have suffered so much, yet which is so dear to us all.
If I am to be the last of the de Sigognacs, I can
only say, the will of God be done. There is still
a vacant place left for me in the vault where my forefathers
lie.
“Baron de Sigognac.”