sea, and all was strange and solemn—the
illimitable tossing of a wave-world, darkening night
after night through weird sunsets of a spectral and
unknown beauty, enchantments that were doorways of
a new earth and new heavens; and, on the tenth day,
when I came on deck in this water-world, we had sighted
Santa Maria, the southernmost of the Azores, and gradually
we drew near to it. I shall never forget the
strangeness of that sight—that solitary
island under the sunlit showers of early morning;
it lay in a beautiful atmosphere of belted mists and
wreaths of rain, and tracts of soft sky, frequent with
many near and distant rainbows that shone and faded
and came again as we steamed through them, and the
white wings of the birds, struck by the sun, were
the whitest objects I have ever seen; slowly we passed
by, and I could not have told what it was in that
island scene which had so arrested me. But when,
some days afterward, at the harbor of Gibraltar I looked
upon the magnificent rock, and saw opposite the purple
hills of Africa, again I felt through me that unknown
thrill. It was the mystery of the land.
It was altogether a discovery, a direct perception,
a new sense of the natural world. Under the wild
heights of Sangue di Christo I had dreamed that on
the further side I should find the “far west”
that had fled before me beyond the river, the prairies,
and the plains; but there was no such mystery in the
thought, or in the prospect, as this that saluted
me coming landward for the first time from the ocean-world.
Since that morning in the Straits, every horizon has
been a mystery to me, to the spirit no less than to
the eye; and truths have come to me like that lone
island embosomed in eternal waters, like the capes
and mountain barriers of Africa thrusting up new continents
unknown, untravelled, of a land men yet might tread
as common ground.
“A poet’s mood”—I know
what once I should have said. But mystery I then
accepted as the only complement, the encompassment,
of what we know of our life. In many ways I had
drawn near to this belief before, and I have since
many times confirmed it. One occasion, however,
stands out in my memory even more intensely than those
I have made bold to mention,—one experience
that brought me near to my mother earth, as that out
of which I was formed and to which I shall return,
and made these things seem as natural as to draw my
breath from the sister element of air. I had
returned to the West; and while there, wandering in
various places, I went to a small town, hardly more
than a hamlet, some few hundred miles beyond the Missouri,
where the mighty railroad, putting out a long feeler
for the future, had halted its great steel branch—sinking
like a thunderbolt into the ground for no imaginable
reason, and affecting me vaguely with a sense of utmost
limits. There a younger friend, five years my
junior, in his lonely struggle with life bore to live,
in such a camp of pioneer civilization as made my heart
fail at first sight, though not unused to the meagreness,
crudity, and hardness of such a place; but there I
had come to take the warm welcome of his hands and
look once more into his face before time should part
us. He flung his arms about me, with a look of
the South in his eyes, full of happy dancing lights,
and the barren scene was like Italy made real for
one instant of golden time.