change is self-determined,” I continued, making
almost an effort to think, so weird was that scene
before us, “the soul proceeds by foreknowledge
of itself in the ideal, and wills the change by ideal
living, which is not a conflict with the actual but
a process out of it, conditioned in almost a Darwinian
way on that brain-futuring which entered into the
struggle for animal existence even with such enormous
modifying power. In our old days, under the sway
of new scientific knowledge, we instinctively saw
man in the perspective of nature, and then man seemed
almost an after-thought of nature; but having been
produced, late in her material history, and gifted
with foresight that distinguished him from all else
in her scheme, his own evolution gathered thereby that
speed which is so perplexing a contrast to the inconceivable
slowness of the orbing of stars and the building of
continents. He has used his powers of prescience
for his own ends; but, fanciful as the thought is,
might it happen that through his control of elemental
forces and his acquaintance with infinite space, he
should reach the point of applying prescience in nature’s
own material frame, and wield the world for the better
accomplishment of her apparent ends,—that,
though unimaginable now, would constitute the true
polarity to her blind and half-chaotic motions,—chaotic
in intelligence, I mean, and to the moral reason.
Unreal as such a thought is, a glimpse of some such
feeling toward nature is discernible in the work of
some impressionist landscape painters, who present
colour and atmosphere and space without human intention,
as a kind of artistry of science, having the same sort
of elemental substance and interest that scientific
truth has as an object of knowledge,—a
curious form of the beauty of truth.”
We spoke of some illustrations of this, the scene
before us lending atmosphere and suggestion to the
talk, and enforcing it like nature’s comment.
“But,” I continued, “what I had in
mind to say was concerning our dead selves. The
old phrase, life is a continual dying, is true,
and, once gone life is death; and sometimes so much
of it has been gathered to the past, such definite
portions of it are laid away, that we can look, if
we will, in the lake of memory on the faces of the
dead selves which once we were.” Instinctively
we looked on the mystic glamour in the low valley,
as on that Lake of the Dead Souls I spoke of.
I went on after the natural pause,—I could
not help it,—“’I was a different
man, then,’ we say, with a touch of sadness,
perhaps, but often with better thoughts, and always
with a feeling of mystery. How old is the youth
before he is aware of the fading away of vitality out
of early beliefs? and then he feels the quick passing
of the enthusiasms of opening life, as one cause after
another, one hero, one poet, disclosing the great
interests of life, in turn engages his heart.
As time goes on, and life comes out in its true perspective,