I knew I hadn’t any right to pray expecting
to be heard; but yet mine would be the prayer of the
humble, and wasn’t Faith of as much consequence
as a sparrow? By-and-by, as we all sat leaning
over the gunwale, the words of a hymn that I’d
heard at camp-meetings came into my mind, and I sang
them out, loud and clear. I always had a good
voice, though Dan ’d never heard me do anything
with it except hum little low things, putting mother
to sleep; but here I had a whole sky to sing in, and
the hymns were trumpet-calls. And one after another
they kept thronging up, and there was a rush of feeling
in them that made you shiver, and as I sang them they
thrilled me through and through. Wide as the way
before us was, it seemed to widen; I felt myself journeying
with some vast host towards the city of God, and its
light poured over us, and there was nothing but joy
and love and praise and exulting expectancy in my heart.
And when the hymn died on my lips because the words
were too faint and the tune was too weak for the ecstasy,
and when the silence had soothed me back again, I
turned and saw Dan’s lips bitten, and his cheek
white, and his eyes like stars, and Mr. Gabriel’s
face fallen forward in his hands, and he shaking with
quick sobs; and as for Faith,—Faith, she
had dropped asleep, and one arm was thrown above her
head, and the other lay where it had slipped from
Mr. Gabriel’s loosened grasp. There’s
a contagion, you know, in such things, but Faith was
never of the catching kind.
Well, this wasn’t what we’d come for,—turning
all out-doors into a church,—though what’s
a church but a place of God’s presence? and for
my part, I never see high blue sky and sunshine without
feeling that. And all of a sudden there came
a school of mackerel splashing and darkening and curling
round the boat, after the bait we’d thrown out
on anchoring. ’Twould have done you good
to see Dan just at that moment; you’d have realized
what it was to have a calling. He started up,
forgetting everything else, his face all flushed, his
eyes like coals, his mouth tight and his tongue silent;
and how many hooks he had out I’m sure I don’t
know, but he kept jerking them in by twos and threes,
and finally they bit at the bare barb and were taken
without any bait at all, just as if they’d come
and asked to be caught. Mr. Gabriel, he didn’t
pay any attention at first, but Dan called to him to
stir himself, and so gradually he worked back into
his old mood; but he was more still and something
sad all the rest of the morning. Well, when we’d
gotten about enough, and they were dying in the boat
there, as they cast their scales, like the iris, we
put in-shore; and building a fire, we cooked our own
dinner and boiled our own coffee. Many’s
the icy winter-night I’ve wrapped up Dan’s
bottle of hot coffee in rolls on rolls of flannel,
that he might drink it hot and strong far out at sea
in a wherry at daybreak!