some bold and beautiful elucidation of one of the
many mysteries in life; for the lack of appreciation
in England was no longer to concern her, and, unshackled
and unrestrained, she could feel herself surrounded
by the genial atmosphere of loving listeners.
But perhaps it was not lawful that she should further
impart these great secrets which she had learned.
“I sometimes think,” she murmurs, “when
women try to rise too high either in their deeds or
their desires, that the spirit which bade them so
rise sinks back beneath the weakness of their earthly
constitution, and never appeals again,—or
else that the spirit, being too strong, does away
with the mortal altogether,—they die, or
rather they live again.” It was like forecasting
her own horoscope. All suffering seems to have
descended upon her,—and there are some
natures whose power of enjoyment, so infinite, yet
so deep as to be hidden, is balanced only by as infinite
a power to endure; she learned anew, as she says,
and intensely, “what a long dream of misery
is life from which health’s bloom has been brushed,—that
irreparable bloom,—and how far more terrible
is the doom of those in whom the nerve-life has been
untoned.” Sun-stroke and fever, vibration
between opiates at night and tonics at noon,—but
the flame was too strong to fan away lightly, it must
burn itself out, the spirit was too quenchless,—pain,
wretchedness, exhaustion. On one of those delicious
days that came in the middle of this year’s April,—warmth
and fresh earth-smells breathing all about,—the
wide sprays of the lofty boughs lying tinged in rosy
purple, a web-like tracery upon the sky whose azure
was divine,—the air itself lucid and mellow,
as if some star had been dissolved within it,—on
such a day the little foreign letter came, telling
that at length balm had dropped upon the weary eyelids,—Elizabeth
Sheppard was dead.
But in the midst of regret,—since all lovely
examples lend their strength, since they give such
grace even to the stern facts of suffering and death,
and since there are too few such records on Heaven’s
scroll,—be glad to know that for every throb
of anguish, for every swooning lapse of pain, there
was one beside her with tenderest hands, most careful
eyes, most yearning and revering heart,—one
into whose sacred grief our intrusion is denied, but
the remembrance of whose long and deep devotion shall
endure while there are any to tell how Severn watched
the Roman death-bed of Keats!
It is impossible to estimate our loss, because it
draws upon infinitude; there was so much growth yet
possible to this soul; to all that she was not she
might yet have enlarged; and while at first her audience
had limits, she would in a calm and prosperous future
have become that which she herself described in saying
that a really vast genius who is as vast an artist
will affect all classes, “touch even the uninitiated
with trembling and delight, and penetrate even the
ignorant with strong, if transient spell, as the galvanic
energy binds each and all who embrace in the chain-circle
of grasping hands, in the shock of perfect sympathy.”
Nevertheless, she has served Art incalculably,—Art,
which is the interpretation of God in Nature.
And if, as she believed, in spiritual things Beauty
is the gage of immortality, the pledge may yet be
redeemed on earth, ever forbidding her memory to die.