“In my bedroom I am writing to you the adieu I should have said the night you left. Murphy, a rifleman, goes to you with despatches in an hour: he will take this to you, ... wherever you are.
“I saw the man you sent in. Father says he must surely hang. He was so pale and silent, he looked so dreadfully tired—and I have been crying a little—I don’t know why, because all say he is a great villain.
“I wonder whether you are well and whether you remember me.” ("me” was crossed out and “us” written very carefully.) “The house is so strange without you. I go into your room sometimes. Cato has pressed all your fine clothes. I go into your room to read. The light is very good there. I am reading the Poems of Pansard. You left a fern between the pages to mark the poem called ‘Our Deaths’; did you know it? Do you admire that verse? It seems sad to me. And it is not true, either. Lovers seldom die together.” (This was crossed out, and the letter went on.) “Two people who love—” ("love” was crossed out heavily and the line continued)—“two friends seldom die at the same instant. Otherwise there would be no terror in death.
“I forgot to say that Isene, your mare, is very well. Papa and the children are well, and Ruyven a-pestering General Schuyler to make him a cornet in the legion of horse, and Cecile, all airs, goes about with six officers to carry her shawl and fan.
“For me—I sit with Lady Schuyler when I have the opportunity. I love her; she is so quiet and gentle and lets me sit by her for hours, perfectly silent. Yesterday she came into your room, where I was sitting, and she looked at me for a long time—so strangely—and I asked her why, and she shook her head. And after she had gone I arranged your linen and sprinkled lavender among it.
“You see there is so little to tell you, except that in the afternoon some Senecas and Tories shot at one of our distant tenants, a poor man, one Christian Schell; and he beat them off and killed eleven, which was very brave, and one of the soldiers made a rude song about it, and they have been singing it all night in their quarters. I heard them from your room—where I sometimes sleep—the air being good there; and this is what they sang:
“’A story,
a story
Unto you
I will tell,
Concerning a brave hero,
One Christian
Schell.
“’Who was
attacked by the savages.
And Tories,
it is said;
But for this attack
Most freely
they bled.
“’He fled
unto his house
For to save
his life.
Where he had left his
arms
In care
of his wife.
“’They advanced
upon him
And began
to fire,
But Christian with his
blunderbuss
Soon made
them retire.
“’He wounded
Donald McDonald
And drew
him in the door,
Who gave an account
Their strength
was sixty-four.