would be exactly fitted: and yet he’s the
biggest person I have ever met; he carries us all along
with him, like a river. You can’t resist
him, you can’t contradict him. That is
the one danger, that he exerts more influence than
he knows, so that when you are with him, it is hard
to be quite yourself. But he puts the wind into
your sails; and, my word, he can take it out of your
sails, if he likes! I have only seen him really
angry about twice, and then it was really appalling.
Once was when a man lied to him, and once was when
a man was impertinent to him. He simply blasted
them with his displeasure—that is the only
word. He hates getting angry—I expect
he had a bad temper once—and he apologises
afterwards; but it’s no use—it’s
like a thunderstorm apologising to a tree which has
been struck. I don’t think he knows his
strength. He believes himself to be sensitive
and weak-willed—I have heard him say so.
The fact is that he dislikes doing an unpleasant thing
or speaking severely; and he will take a lot of trouble
to avoid a scene, or to keep an irritable man in a
good temper. But if he lets himself loose!
I can’t express to you the sort of terror I have
in thinking of those two occasions. He didn’t
say very much, but he looked as if he were possessed
by any number of devils.”
“He was never married, I suppose?” I said.
“No,” said Barthrop, “and yet he
seems to make friends with women very easily—in
fact, they tend to fall in love with him, if I may
say so. He has got a beautiful manner with them,
and he is simply devoted to children. You will
see that they really rather worship him in the village.
He knows everyone in the place, and never forgets
a fact about them.”
“What does he do mostly?” I said.
“I really don’t know,” said Barthrop.
“He is rather a solitary man. He very often
has one of us in for an hour in the evening or morning—but
we don’t see much of him in the afternoon; he
gardens or walks about. He has a quick eye for
things, birds and plants, and so on; and he can find
more nests in an hour than any man I ever saw.
Sometimes he will go and shut himself up in the church—he
is rather fond of going to church; he always goes to
the Communion.”
“Does he expect us to go?” I said.
“No,” said Barthrop. “He rather
likes us to go, but he doesn’t at all like us
going to please him. ‘I want you to want
to go,’ I heard him say once, ‘but I don’t
want you to go because I want you.’
And he has no particular views, I think, about the
whole thing—at least not for other people.”
“Tell me some more about him,” I said.