on his way to Buston, he did bethink himself where
these places were to be found. His throat was
parched, and the thirst upon him was extreme.
Cards were the weapons he had used. He had played
ecarte, piquet, whist, and baccarat, with an occasional
night of some foolish game such as cribbage or vingt-et-un.
Though he had always lost, he had always played with
men who had played honestly. There is much that
is, in truth, dishonest even in honest play.
A man who can keep himself sober after dinner plays
with one who flusters himself with drink. The
man with a trained memory plays with him who cannot
remember a card. The cool man plays with the
impetuous; the man who can hold his tongue with him
who cannot but talk; the man whose practised face will
tell no secrets with him who loses a point every rubber
by his uncontrolled grimaces. And then there
is the man who knows the game, and plays with him
who knows it not at all. Of course, the cool,
the collected, the thoughtful, the practised,—they
who have given up their whole souls to the study of
cards,—will play at a great advantage, which
in their calculations they do not fail to recognize.
See the man standing by and watching the table, and
leaving all the bets he can on A and B as against
C and D; and, however ignorant you may be, you will
soon become sure that A and B know the game, whereas
C and D are simply infants. That is all fair
and acknowledged; but looking at it from a distance,
as you lie under your apple-trees in your orchard,
far from the shout of “Two by honors,”
you will come to doubt the honesty of making your income
after such a fashion.
Such as it is, Mountjoy sighed for it bitterly,—sighed
for it, but could not see where it was to be found.
He had a gentleman’s horror of those resorts
in gin-shops, or kept by the disciples of gin-shops,
where he would surely be robbed,—which
did not appal him,—but robbed in bad company.
Thinking of all this, he went up to London late in
the afternoon, and spent an uncomfortable evening
in town. It was absolutely innocent as regarded
the doings of the night itself, but was terrible to
him. There was a slow drizzling rain; but not
the less after dinner at his hotel he started off
to wander through the streets. With his great-coat
and his umbrella he was almost hidden; and as he passed
through Pall Mall, up St. James’s Street, and
along Piccadilly, he could pause and look in at the
accustomed door. He saw men entering whom he
knew, and knew that within five minutes they could
be seated at their tables. “I had an awfully
heavy time of it last night,” one said to another
as he went up the steps; and Mountjoy, as he heard
the words, envied the speaker. Then he passed
back and went again a tour of all the clubs.
What had he done that he, like a poor Peri, should
be unable to enter the gates of all these paradises?
He had now in his pocket fifty pounds. Could
he have been made absolutely certain that he would
have lost it, he would have gone into any paradise
and have staked his money with that certainty.