The officer commanding the First Artillery, Colonel
Frank Taylor, possessed that earnest faith which is
not content with solitude. “This good man,”
says Dabney, “was accustomed to labour as a
father for the religious welfare of his young officers,
and during the summer campaign his instructions and
prayers had produced so much effect as to awake an
abiding anxiety and spirit of inquiry in Jackson’s
mind.” The latter had little prejudice in
favour of any particular sect or church. There
was no State Establishment in the United States.
His youth had been passed in a household where Christianity
was practically unknown, and with characteristic independence
he determined to discover for himself the rule that
he should follow. His researches took a course
which his Presbyterian ancestors would assuredly have
condemned. But Jackson’s mind was singularly
open, and he was the last man in the world to yield
to prejudice. Soon after peace was declared,
he had made the acquaintance of a number of priests
belonging to one of the great religious orders of
the Catholic Church. They had invited him to take
up his quarters with them, and when he determined to
examine for himself into the doctrine of the ancient
faith, he applied through them for an introduction
to the Archbishop of Mexico. Several interviews
took place between the aged ecclesiastic and the young
soldier. Jackson departed unsatisfied. He
acknowledged that the prelate was a sincere and devout
Christian, and he was impressed as much with his kindness
as his learning. But he left Mexico without any
settled convictions on the subject which now absorbed
his thoughts.
June 12.
On June 12, peace having been signed at the end of
May, the last of the American troops marched out of
the conquered capital. Jackson’s battery
was sent to Fort Hamilton, on Long Island, seven miles
below New York, and there, with his honours thick
upon him, he settled down to the quiet life of a small
garrison. He had gone out to Mexico a second
lieutenant; he had come back a field-officer.
He had won a name in the army, and his native State
had enrolled him amongst her heroes. He had gone
out an unformed youth; he had come back a man and
a proved leader of men. He had been known merely
as an indefatigable student and a somewhat unsociable
companion. He had come back with a reputation
for daring courage, not only the courage which glories
in swift action and the excitement of the charge,
but courage of an enduring quality. And in that
distant country he had won more than fame. He
had already learned something of the vanity of temporal
success. He had gone out with a vague notion of
ruling his life in accordance with moral precepts
and philosophic maxims; but he was to be guided henceforward
by loftier principles than even devotion to duty and
regard for honour, and from the path he had marked
out for himself in Mexico he never deviated.
CHAPTER 1.3. LEXINGTON. 1851 TO 1861.