In a second the world may be changed—in a second the world was changed. I saw my captor’s gun drop from his hands; I saw his hands go up. I looked round; in the road behind me—blessed sight—were two Union soldiers with their muskets levelled at the man in gray.
“Take me at once to General Franklin.”
Again I was thunderstruck—two voices had shouted the same words!
The revulsion turned me stomach-sick; the rider of
the black horse was a
Federal in disguise!
* * * * *
General Franklin advanced, and met the enemy advancing. For no error on my part, my mission was a failure.
“How could you know the road so well for the last ten miles of it?” I asked of Jones, the rider of the black horse.
“That horse was going home!”
“A horse captured from the rebels?”
“No; impressed only yesterday from a farmer near the landing. You see he had already made that road and was not in the best condition to make it again so soon; then I had to turn about more than once. I suppose that horse must have made nearly a hundred miles in twenty-four hours.”
Jones was of Porter’s escort, and had on this
occasion served as General
Porter’s messenger.
On the next day, the 8th, I returned to the Sanitary Camp.
XIV
OUT OF SORTS
“Your changed
complexions are to me a mirror
Which shows me
mine changed too; for I must be
A party in this
alteration, finding
Myself thus altered
with it.”—SHAKESPEARE.
It would have been quite impossible for me to analyze my feeling for Dr. Khayme. His affection for me was unconcealed, and I was sure that no other man was received as his companion—not that he was distant, but that he was not approached. By nature I am affectionate, but at that time my emotions were severely and almost continually repressed by my will, because of a condition of nervous sensitiveness in regard to the possibility of an exposure of my peculiarity, so that I often wondered whether the Doctor fully understood the love and reverence I bore him.
On the morning following the day last spoken of—that is to say, on the morning of May 9th—Dr. Khayme rode off to the old William and Mary College, now become a hospital, leaving me to my devices, as he said, for some hours. I was sitting on a camp-stool in the open air, busily engaged in cleaning my gun and accoutrements, when I saw a man coming toward me. It was Willis.
“Where is the Doctor?” he asked.
“Gone to the hospital; want to see him?”
“That depends.”
“He will be back in an hour or two. Boys all right?” I brought out a camp-stool; Willis remained standing.
“Oh, yes; what’s left of ’em. Say, Berwick, what’s this I hear about your being detailed for special work?”