find something less “beastly” than ice-water
in the little low-ceiled bar-room on the other side
of the road. The deputy-marshal wanted to stretch
his legs a little, and so, trusting partly to his
knowledge of Charlton’s character, partly to
handcuffs, and partly to his convenient revolver, he
leaped out of the coach and stepped to the door of
the bar-room just to straighten his legs, you know,
and get a glass of whisky “straight” at
the same time. In getting into the coach again
he chanced to throw back the buffalo-robe and thus
exposed Charlton’s handcuffs. Helen glanced
at them, and then at Albert’s face. She
shivered a little, and grew red. There was no
alternative but to ride thus face to face with Charlton
for six miles. She tried to feel herself an injured
person, but something in the self-possessed face of
Albert—his comforter had dropped down now—awed
her, and she affected to be sick, leaning her head
on her father’s shoulder and surprising that
gentleman beyond measure. Helen had never shown
so much emotion of any sort in her life before, certainly
never so much confusion and shame. And that in
spite of her reasoning that it was not she but Albert
who should be embarrassed. But the two seemed
to have changed places. Charlton was as cold
and immovable as Helen Minorkey ever had been; she
trembled and shuddered, even with her eyes shut, to
think that his eyes were on her—looking
her through and through—measuring all the
petty meanness and shallowness of her soul. She
complained of the cold and wrapped her blanket shawl
about her face and pretended to be asleep, but the
shameful nakedness of her spirit seemed not a whit
less visible to the cool, indifferent eyes that she
felt must be still looking at her from under the shadow
of that cap-front. What a relief it was at last
to get into the warm parlor of the hotel! But
still she shivered when she thought of her ride.
It is one thing to go into a warm parlor of a hotel,
to order your room, your fire, your dinner, your bed.
It is quite another to drive up under the high, rough
limestone outer wall of a prison—a wall
on which moss and creeper refuse to grow—to
be led handcuffed into a little office, to have your
credentials for ten years of servitude presented to
the warden, to have your name, age, nativity, hight,
complexion, weight, and distinguishing marks carefully
booked, to have your hair cropped to half the length
of a prize-fighter’s, to lay aside the dress
which you have chosen and which seems half your individuality,
and put on a suit of cheerless penitentiary uniform—to
cease to be a man with a place among men, and to become
simply a convict. This is not nearly so agreeable
as living at the hotel. Did Helen Minorkey ever
think of the difference?