The Story of Bessie Costrell eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 94 pages of information about The Story of Bessie Costrell.

The Story of Bessie Costrell eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 94 pages of information about The Story of Bessie Costrell.

She, however, must needs go with him, and she went.  The other woman stayed.  Every now and then she looked furtively at Isaac.

’If some one don’t look arter ‘im,’ she said to herself, ’’ee’ll go as his father and his brothers went afore him.  ’Ee’s got the look on it awready.  Wheniver it’s light I’ll go fetch Muster Drew.’

With the first rays of the morning Bolderfield got up from the bed in Mary Anne’s cottage, where she had placed him a couple of hours before, imploring him to lie still and rest himself.  He slipped on his coat, the only garment he had taken off, and taking his stick he crept down to the cottage door.  Mary Anne, who had gone out to fetch some bread, had left it ajar.  He opened it and stood on the threshold looking out.

The storm of the night was over, and already a milder breeze was beginning to melt the newly-fallen snow.  The sun was striking cheerfully from the hill behind him upon the glistening surfaces of the distant fields; the old labourer felt a hint of spring in the air.  It brought with it a hundred vague associations, and filled him with a boundless despair.  What would become of him now—­penniless and old and feeble?  The horror of Bessie’s death no longer stood between him and his own pain, and would soon even cease to protect her from his hatred.

Mary Anne came back along the lane, carrying a jug and a loaf.  Her little face was all blanched and drawn with weariness; yet when she saw him her look kindled.  She ran up to him.

’What did yer come down for, John?  I’d ha taken yer yer breakfast in yer bed.’

He looked at her, then at the food.  His eyes filled with tears.

‘I can’t pay yer for it,’ he said, pointing with his stick; ’I can’t pay yer for it.’

Mary Anne led him in, scolding and coaxing him with her gentle, trembling voice.  She made him sit down while she blew up the fire; she fed and tended him.  When she had forced him to eat something, she came behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder.

‘John,’ she said, clearing her throat, ’John, yer shan’t want while I’m livin.  I promised Eliza I wouldn’t forget yer, and I won’t.  I can work yet—­there’s plenty o’ people want me to work for ’em—­an maybe, when yer get over this, you’ll work a bit too now and again.  We’ll hold together, John—­anyways.  While I live and keep my ’elth, yer shan’t want.  An yer’ll forgive Bessie’—­she broke into sudden sobbing.  ’Oh!  I’ll never ’ear a crule word about Bessie in my ‘ouse, never!’

John put his arms on the table and hid his face upon them.  He could not speak of forgiveness, nor could he thank her for her promise.  His chief feeling was an intense wish to sleep; but as Mary Anne dried her tears and began to go about her household work, the sound of her step, the sense of her loving presence near him, began for the first time to relax the aching grip upon his heart.  He had always been weak and dependent, in spite of his thrift and his money.  He would be far more weak and dependent now and henceforward.  But again, he had found a woman’s tenderness to lean upon, and as she ministered to him—­this humble shrinking creature he had once so cordially despised—­the first drop of balm fell upon his sore.

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