And after this he to the gate did go
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Whence Cresid rode, as if in haste she
was;
And up and down there went, and to and
fro,
And to himself full oft he said, alas!
From hence my hope, and solace forth did
pass.
O would the blissful God now for his joy,
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I might her see again coming to Troy!
And up to yonder hill was I her guide;
Alas, and there I took of her my leave;
Yonder I saw her to her Father ride,
For very grief of which my heart shall
cleave;—95
And hither home I came when it was eve;
And here I dwell an outcast from all joy,
And shall, unless I see her soon in Troy.
And of himself did he imagine oft,
That he was blighted, pale, and waxen
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Than he was wont; and that in whispers
soft
Men said, what may it be, can no one guess
Why Troilus hath all this heaviness?
All which he of himself conceited wholly
Out of his weakness and his melancholy.
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Another time he took into his head,
That every wight, who in the way passed
by,
Had of him ruth, and fancied that they
said,
I am right sorry Troilus will die:
And thus a day or two drove wearily;
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As ye have heard; such life ’gan
he to lead
As one that standeth betwixt hope and
dread.
For which it pleased him in his songs
to show
The occasion of his woe, as best he might;
And made a fitting song, of words [4]
but few, 115
Somewhat his woeful heart to make more
light;
And when he was removed from all men’s
sight,
With a soft night voice, [5] he of his
Lady dear,
That absent was, ’gan sing as ye
may hear.
O star, of which I lost have all the light,
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With a sore heart well ought I to bewail,
That ever dark in torment, night by night,
Toward my death with wind I steer and
sail; [E]
For which upon the tenth night if thou
fail
With thy bright beams to guide me but
one hour, 125
My ship and me Charybdis will devour.
As soon as he this song had thus sung
through,
He fell again into his sorrows old;
And every night, as was his wont to do,
Troilus stood the bright moon to behold;
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And all his trouble to the moon he told,
And said; I wis, when thou art horn’d
anew,
I shall be glad if all the world be true.
Thy horns were old as now upon that morrow,
When hence did journey my bright Lady
dear, 135
That cause is of my torment and my sorrow;
For which, oh, gentle Luna, bright and
clear,
For love of God, run fast above [F] thy
sphere;
For when thy horns begin once more to
spring,
Then shall she come, that with her bliss
may bring. 140