its deadly approaches. Consumption sported with
its victim in the cruel fashion that is its wont.
“I continue to mend,” Sterne writes from
Bond Street on the first day of the new year, “and
doubt not but this with all other evils and uncertainties
of life will end for the best.” And for
the best perhaps it did end, in the sense in which
the resigned Christian uses these pious words; but
this, one fears, was not the sense intended by the
dying man. All through January and February he
was occupied not only with business, but as it would
seem with a fair amount, though less, no doubt, than
his usual share, of pleasure also. Vastly active
was he, it seems, in the great undertaking of obtaining
tickets for one of Mrs. Cornely’s entertainments—the
“thing” to go to at that particular time—for
his friends the Jameses. He writes them on Monday
that he has not been a moment at rest since writing
the previous day about the Soho ticket. “I
have been at a Secretary of State to get one, have
been upon one knee to my friend Sir George Macartney,
Mr. Lascelles, and Mr. Fitzmaurice, without mentioning
five more. I believe I could as soon get you a
place at Court, for everybody is going; but I will
go out and try a new circle, and if you do not hear
from me by a quarter to three, you may conclude I
have been unfortunate in my supplications.”
Whether he was or was not unfortunate history does
not record. A week or two later the old round
of dissipation had apparently set in. “I
am now tied down neck and heels by engagements every
night this week, or most joyfully would have trod
the old pleasing road from Bond to Gerrard Street.
I am quite well, but exhausted with a roomful of company
every morning till dinner.” A little later,
and this momentary flash of health had died out; and
we find him writing what was his last letter to his
daughter, full, evidently, of uneasy forebodings as
to his approaching end. He speaks of “this
vile influenza—be not alarmed. I think
I shall get the better of it, and shall be with you
both the 1st of May;” though, he adds, “if
I escape, ’twill not be for a long period, my
child—unless a quiet retreat and peace of
mind can restore me.” But the occasion
of this letter was a curious one, and a little more
must be extracted from it. Lydia Sterne’s
letter to her father had, he said, astonished him.
“She (Mrs. Sterne) could know but little of my
feelings to tell thee that under the supposition I
should survive thy mother I should bequeath thee as
a legacy to Mrs. Draper. No, my Lydia, ’tis
a lady whose virtues I wish thee to imitate”—Mrs.
James, in fact, whom he proceeds to praise with much
and probably well-deserved warmth. “But,”
he adds, sadly, “I think, my Lydia, thy mother
will survive me; do not deject her spirit with thy
apprehensions on my account. I have sent you a
necklace and buckles, and the same to your mother.
My girl cannot form a wish that is in the power of
her father that he will not gratify her in; and I cannot
in justice be less kind to thy mother. I am never
alone. The kindness of my friends is ever the
same. I wish though I had thee to nurse me, but
I am denied that. Write to me twice a week at
least. God bless thee, my child, and believe
me ever, ever, thy affectionate father.”