Ethelyn's Mistake eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 422 pages of information about Ethelyn's Mistake.

Ethelyn's Mistake eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 422 pages of information about Ethelyn's Mistake.

He had not thought before who the couple were standing so near to him, but he knew now it was Melinda and Frank Van Buren, and became an involuntary listener to the conversation which ensued.  There was a clenching of his fist, a shutting together of his teeth, and an impulse to knock the boasting Frank Van Buren down; and then, as the past flashed before him, with the thought that possibly Frank spoke the truth and Ethelyn had loved him, there swept over him such a sense of anguish and desolation that he forgot all else in his own wretchedness.  It had never occurred to him that Ethelyn married him while all the time she loved another—­that perhaps she loved that other still—­and the very possibility of it drove him nearly wild.

He was missed from the party, but no one could tell when he left, for no one saw him as he sprang down into the garden, and taking refuge in the paths where the shades were the deepest, escaped unobserved into the street, and so back to his own room, where he went over all the past and recalled every little act of affection on Ethelyn’s part, weighed it in the balance with proofs that she did not care for him and never had.  So much did Richard love his wife and so anxious was he to find her guiltless that he magnified every virtue and excused every error until the verdict rendered was in her favor, and Frank alone was the delinquent—­Frank, the vain, conceited coxcomb, who thought because a woman was civil to him that she must needs wish to marry him; Frank, the wretch who had presumed to pity his cousin, and called her husband a clown!  How Richard’s fingers tingled with a desire to thrash the insulting rascal; and how, in spite of the verdict, his heart ached with a dull, heavy fear lest it might be true in part, that Ethie had once felt for Frank something deeper than what girls usually feel for their first cousins.

“And supposing she has?” Richard’s generous nature asked.  “Supposing she did love this Frank once on a time well enough to marry him?  She surely was all over that love before she promised to be my wife, else she had not promised; and so the only point where she is at fault was in concealing from me the fact that she had loved another first.  I was honest with her.  I told her of Abigail, and it was very hard to do it, for I felt that the proud girl’s spirit rebelled against such as Abigail was years ago.  It would have been so easy, then, for Ethelyn to have confessed to me, if she had a confession to make; though how she could ever care for such a jackanapes as that baboon of a Frank is more than I can tell.”

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