and Ethelyn felt a pang of something like envy as
she thought how differently Melinda’s winter
would pass from her own, while James trembled for the
effect Washington might have upon the girl who walked
so slowly with him along the beaten path between his
house and her father’s, and whose eyes, as she
bade him good-night, were little less bright than
the stars shining down upon her. Would she come
back like Ethelyn? He hoped not, for there would
then be an end to all fond dreams he had been dreaming.
She would despise his homely ways and look for somebody
higher than plain Jim Markham in his cowhide boots.
James was sorry to have Melinda go, and Ethelyn was
sorry, too. It seemed as if she was to be left
alone, for two days after Melinda’s return,
Marcia Fenton and Ella Backus came out from Camden
to call, and communicated the news that they, too,
were going on to Washington, together with Mrs. Judge
Miller, whose father was a United States Senator.
It was terrible to be thus left behind, and Ethelyn’s
heart grew harder against her husband for dooming her
to such a fate. Every week James, or John, or
Andy brought from the post a letter in Richard’s
handwriting, directed to Mrs. Richard Markham, and
once in two weeks Andy carried a letter to the post
directed in Ethelyn’s handwriting to “Richard
Markham, M.C.,” but Andy never suspected that
the dainty little envelope, with a Boston mark upon
it, inclosed only a blank sheet of paper! Ethelyn
had affirmed so solemnly that she would not write
to her husband that she half feared to break her vow;
and, besides that, she could not forgive him for having
left her behind, while Marcia, Ella, and Melinda were
enjoying themselves so much. She knew she was
doing wrong, and not a night of her life did she go
to her lonely bed that there did not creep over her
a sensation of fear as she thought, “What if
I should die while I am so bad?”
At home, in Chicopee, she used always to go through
with a form of prayer, but she could not do that now
for the something which rose up between her and Heaven,
smothering the words upon her lips, and so in this
dreadful condition she lived on day after day, growing
more, and more desolately and lonely, and wondering
sadly if life would always be as dreary and aimless
as it was now. And while she pondered thus, Andy
prayed on and practiced his lessons in good manners,
provoking the mirth of the whole family by his ludicrous
attempts to be polite, and feeling sometimes tempted
to give the matter up. Andy was everything to
Ethelyn, and once when her conscience was smiting
her more than usual with regard to the blanks, she
said to him abruptly: “if you had made a
wicked vow, which would you do—keep it
or break it, and so tell a falsehood?”
Andy was not much of a lawyer, he said, but “he
thought he knew some scripter right to the pint,”
and taking his well-worn Bible he found and read the
parable of the two sons commanded to work in their
father’s vineyard.