was this difference: Abigail had kissed her lover
back, and her great black eyes had looked straight
into his with an eager, blissful joy, as she promised
to be his wife, and when he wound his arm around her,
she had leaned up to the bashful youth, encouraging
his caresses, while you—gave back no answering
caress, and shook lightly off the arm laid across your
neck. Possibly Richard thought of the difference,
but if he did he imputed Ethelyn’s cold impassiveness
to her modest, retiring nature, so different from
Abigail’s. It was hardly fair to compare
the two girls, they were so wholly unlike, for Abigail
had been a plain, simple-hearted, buxom country girl
of the West, whose world was all contained within the
limits of the neighborhood where she lived, while Ethie
was a high-spirited, petted, impulsive creature, knowing
but little of such people as Abigail Jones, and wholly
unfitted to cope with any world outside that to which
she had been accustomed. But love is blind, and
so was Richard; for with his whole heart he did love
Ethelyn Grant; and, notwithstanding his habits of
thirty years, she could then have molded him to her
will, had she tried, by the simple process of love.
But, alas! there was no answering throb in her heart
when she felt the touch of his hand or his breath
upon her cheek. She was only conscious of a desire
to avoid his caress, if possible, while, as the days
went by, she felt a growing disgust for “Abigail
Jones,” whose family, she gathered from her
lover, lived near to, and were quite familiar with,
his mother.
In happy ignorance of her real feelings, so well did
she dissemble them, and so proper and ladylike was
her deportment, Richard bade her good-by early in
May, and went back to his Western home, writing to
her often, but not such letters, it must be confessed,
as were calculated to win a maiden’s heart,
or keep it after it was won. If he was awkward
at love-making, and only allowed himself to be occasionally
surprised into flashes of tenderness, he was still
more awkward in letter-writing; and Ethelyn always
indulged in a headache, or a fit of blues, after receiving
one of his short, practical letters, which gave but
little sign of the strong, deep affection he cherished
for her. Those were hard days for Ethelyn—the
days which intervened between her lover’s bidding
her adieu and his return to claim her hand—and
only her deeply wounded pride, and her great desire
for a change of scene and a winter in Washington,
kept her from asking a release from the engagement
she knew never ought to have been. Aside, however,
from all this, there was some gratification in knowing
that she was an object of envy to Susie Graham, and
Anna Thorn, and Carrie Bell, either of whom would gladly
have taken her place as bride-elect of an M.C., while
proud old Captain Markham’s frequent mention
of “my nephew in Congress, ahem!” and Mrs.
Dr. Van Buren’s constant exultation over the
“splendid match,” helped to keep up the