knew by the regular breathing which, standing on the
threshold of her room, she could distinctly hear,
that Richard was sleeping soundly. The watchman
had just made the tour of that hall, and the faint
glimmer of his lantern was disappearing down the stairs.
It would be an hour before he came back again, and
now, if ever, was her time. There was a great
throb of fear at her heart, a trembling of every joint,
a choking sensation in her throat, a shrinking back
from what might probably be the result of that midnight
visit; and then, nerving herself for the effort, she
stepped out into the hall and listened. Everything
was quiet, and every room was darkened, save by the
moon, which, at its full, was pouring a flood of light
through the southern window at the end of the hall
and seemed to beckon her on. She was standing
now at Richard’s door, opened wide enough to
admit her, and so she made no noise as she stepped
cautiously across the threshold and stood within the
chamber. The window faced the east, and the inside
blinds were opened wide, making Ethelyn remember how
annoyed she used to be at that propensity of Richard’s
to roll up every curtain and open every shutter so
as to make the room light and airy. It was light
now almost as day, for the moonlight lay upon the
floor in a great sheet of silver, and showed her plainly
the form and features of the sick man upon the bed.
She knew he was asleep, and with a beating heart she
drew near to him, and stood for a moment looking down
upon the face she had not seen since that wintry morning
five years before, when in the dim twilight, it had
bent wistfully over her, as if the lips would fain
have asked forgiveness for the angry words and deeds
of the previous night. That face was pale now,
and thin, and the soft brown hair was streaked with
gray, making Richard look older than he was. He
had suffered, and the suffering had left its marks
upon him so indisputably that Ethie could have cried
out with pain to see how changed he was.
“Poor Richard,” she whispered softly,
and kneeling by the bedside she laid her hot cheek
as near as she dared to the white, wasted hand resting
outside the counterpane.
She did not think what the result of waking him might
be. She did not especially care. She was
his wife, let what would happen—his erring
but repentant Ethie. She had a right to be there
with him, and so at last she took his thin hand between
her own, and caressed it tenderly. Then Richard
moved, and moaning in his deep sleep seemed to have
a vague consciousness that someone was with him.
Perhaps it was the nurse who had been with him at
night on one or two occasions; but the slumber into
which he had fallen was too deep to be easily broken.
Something he murmured about the medicine, and Ethie’s
hand held it to his lips, and Ethie’s arm was
passed beneath his pillow as she lifted up his head
while he swallowed it. Then, without unclosing
his eyes, he lay back upon his pillow again, while