features, lost or unvalued by England. Still,
Rome was not the same thing as the Early Church; and
Mr. Newman ultimately sought a way out of his difficulty—and
indeed there was no other—in the famous
doctrine of Development. But when the difficulty
about Apostolicity was thus provided for, then
the force of the great vision of the Catholic Church
came upon him, unchecked and irresistible. That
was a thing present, visible, undeniable as a fact
of nature; that was a thing at once old and new; it
belonged as truly, as manifestly, to the recent and
modern world of democracy and science, as it did to
the Middle Ages and the Fathers, to the world of Gregory
and Innocent, to the world of Athanasius and Augustine.
The majesty, the vastness of an imperial polity, outlasting
all states and kingdoms, all social changes and political
revolutions, answered at once to the promises of the
prophecies, and to the antecedent idea of the universal
kingdom of God. Before this great idea, embodied
in concrete form, and not a paper doctrine, partial
scandals and abuses seemed to sink into insignificance.
Objections seemed petty and ignoble; the pretence of
rival systems impertinent and absurd. He resented
almost with impatience anything in the way of theory
or explanation which seemed to him narrow, technical,
dialectical. He would look at nothing but what
had on it the mark of greatness and largeness which
befitted the awful subject, and was worthy of arresting
the eye and attention of an ecclesiastical statesman,
alive to mighty interests, compared to which even the
most serious human affairs were dwarfed and obscured.
But all this was gradual in coming. His recognition
of the claims of the English Church, faulty and imperfect
as he thought it, did not give way suddenly and at
once. It survived the rude shock of 1839, From
first to almost the last she was owned as his “mother”—owned
in passionate accents of disappointment and despair
as a Church which knew not how to use its gifts; yet
still, even though life seemed failing her, and her
power of teaching and ruling seemed paralysed, his
mother; and as long as there seemed to him a prospect
of restoration to health, it was his duty to stay
by her.[73] This was his first attitude for three or
four years after 1839. He could not speak of
her with the enthusiasm and triumph of the first years
of the movement. When he fought her battles, it
was with the sense that her imperfections made his
task the harder. Still he clung to the belief
that she held a higher standard than she had yet acted
up to, and discouraged and perplexed he yet maintained
her cause. But now two things happened.
The Roman claims, as was natural when always before
him, seemed to him more and more indisputable.
And in England his interpretation of Anglican theology
seemed to be more and more contradicted, disavowed,
condemned, by all that spoke with any authority in
the Church. The University was not an ecclesiastical
body, yet it had practically much weight in matters