proselytiser, he would have seen that it was his duty
to undermine and shatter their old convictions.
But he cared more for the tempers and beliefs in which
he was at one with his Anglican friends, than for
those in which they could not follow him. But
the struggle came on gradually. What he feared
at first was not the triumph of Rome, but the break-up
of the English Church; the apparent probability of
a great schism in it. “I fear I see more
clearly that we are working up to a schism in the
English Church, that is, a split between Peculiars
and Apostolicals ... I never can be surprised
at individuals going off to Rome, but that is not
my chief fear, but a schism; that is, those two parties,
which have hitherto got on together as they could,
from the times of Puritanism downwards, gathering
up into clear, tangible, and direct forces, and colliding.
Our Church is not at one with itself, there is no
denying it.” That was at first the disaster
before him. His thought for himself began to
turn, not to Rome, but to a new life without office
and authority, but still within the English Church.
“You see, if things come to the worst, I should
turn brother of charity in London.” And
he began to prepare for a move from Oxford, from St.
Mary’s, from his fellowship. He bought land
at Littlemore, and began to plant. He asks his
brother-in-law for plans for building what he calls
a [Greek: monea]. He looks forward to its
becoming a sort of Monastic school, but still connected
with the University.
In Mr. Newman’s view of the debate between England
and Rome, he had all along dwelt on two broad features,
Apostolicity and Catholicity, likeness
to the Apostolic teaching, and likeness to the uninterrupted
unity and extent of the undivided Church; and of those
two features he found the first signally wanting in
Rome, and the second signally wanting in England.
When he began to distrust his own reasonings, still
the disturbing and repelling element in Rome was the
alleged defect of Apostolicity, the contrast between
primitive and Roman religion; while the attractive
one was the apparent widely extended Catholicity in
all lands, East and West, continents and isles, of
the world-wide spiritual empire of the Pope.
It is these two great points which may be traced in
their action on his mind at this crisis. The contrast
between early and Roman doctrine and practice, in
a variety of ways, some of them most grave and important,
was long a great difficulty in the way of attempting
to identify the Roman Church, absolutely and exclusively,
with the Primitive Church. The study of antiquity
indisposed him, indeed, more and more to the existing
system of the English Church; its claims to model
itself on the purity and simplicity of the Early Church
seemed to him, in the light of its documents, and still
more of the facts of history and life, more and more
questionable. But modern Rome was just as distant
from the Early Church though it preserved many ancient