do but to send it to the Anti-Slavery Society, submitting
it entirely to their judgment.... I cannot be
too thankful for the change thou expressest in thy
feelings with regard to the Anti-Slavery Society,
and feel no desire at all to blame thee for former
opposition, believing, as I do, that it was permitted
in order to drive me closer to my Saviour, and into
a deeper examination of the ground upon which I was
standing. I am indeed thankful for it; how could
I be otherwise, when it was so evident thou hadst my
good at heart and really did for the best? And
it did not hurt me at all. It did not alienate
me from the blessed cause, for I think the same suffering
that would drive us back from a bad cause makes us
cling to and love a good one more ardently. O
sister, I feel as if I could give up not only friends,
but life itself, for the slave, if it is called for.
I feel as if I could go anywhere to save him, even
down to the South if I am called there. The conviction
deepens and strengthens, as retirement affords fuller
opportunity for calm reflection, that the cause of
emancipation is a cause worth suffering for, yea, dying
for, if need be. With regard to the proposed
mission in New York, I can see nothing about it, and
never did any poor creature feel more unfit to do
anything than I do to undertake it. But what duty
presses me into, I cannot press myself out of....
I sometimes feel frightened to think of how long I
was standing idle in the market-place, and cannot help
attributing it in a great measure to the doctrine of
nothingness so constantly preached up in our Society.
It is the most paralyzing, zeal-quenching doctrine
that ever was preached in the Church, and I believe
has produced its legitimate fruit of nothingness in
reducing us to nothing, when we ought to have been
a light in the Christian Church.... Farewell,
dearest, perhaps we shall soon meet.”
The Appeal was sent to New York, and this was what
Mr. Wright wrote to the author in acknowledging its
receipt:—
“I have just finished reading your Appeal, and
not with a dry eye. I do not feel the slightest
doubt that the committee will publish it. Oh
that it could be rained down into every parlor in our
land. I know it will carry the Christian women
of the South if it can be read, and my soul blesses
that dear and glorious Saviour who has helped you to
write it.”
When it was read some days after to the gentlemen
of the committee, they found in it such an intimate
knowledge of the workings of the whole slave system,
such righteous denunciation of it, and such a warm
interest in the cause of emancipation, that they decided
to publish it at once and scatter it through the country,
especially through the South. It made a pamphlet
of thirty-six pages. The Quarterly Anti-Slavery
Magazine for October, 1836, thus mentions it:—