doors were unbarred to me, and the wretched, lacerated
inmates of its cold, dark cells were presented to
my view. Night and day they were before me, and
yet my hands were bound as with chains of iron.
I could do nothing but weep over the scenes of horror
which passed in review before my mind. Sometimes
I felt as though I was willing to fly from Carolina,
be the consequences what they might. At others,
it seemed as though the very exercises I was suffering
under were preparing me for future usefulness to them;
and this,—
hope, I can scarcely call
it, for my very soul trembled at the solemn thought
of such a work being placed in my feeble and unworthy
hands,—this idea was the means of reconciling
me to suffer, and causing me to feel something of
a willingness to pass through any trials, if I could
only be the means of exposing the cruelty and injustice
which was practised in the institution of oppression,
and of bringing to light the hidden things of darkness,
of revealing the secrets of iniquity and abolishing
its present regulations,—above all, of
exposing the awful sin of professors of religion sending
their slaves to such a place of cruelty, and having
them whipped so that when they come out they can scarcely
walk, or having them put upon the treadmill until
they are lamed for days afterwards. These are
not things I have heard; no, my own eyes have looked
upon them and wept over them. Such was the opinion
I formed of the workhouse that for many months whilst
I was a teacher in the Sunday-school, having a scholar
in my class who was the daughter of the master of
it, I had frequent occasion to go to it to mark her
lessons, and no one can imagine my feelings in walking
down that street. It seemed as though I was walking
on the very confines of hell; and this winter, being
obliged to pass it to pay a visit to a friend, I suffered
so much that I could not get over it for days, and
wondered how any real Christian could live near such
a place.”
It may appear to some who read this biography that
Angelina’s expressions of feeling were over-strained.
But it was not so. Her nervous organization was
exceedingly delicate, and became more so after she
began to give her best thoughts to the cause of humanity.
In her own realization, at least, of the suffering
of others there was no exaggeration.
Not long after making the above record of her feelings
on this subject, she narrates the following incident:—
“I have been suffering for the last two days
on account of Henry’s boy having run away, because
he was threatened with a whipping. Oh, who can
paint the horrors of slavery! And yet, so hard
is the natural heart that I am constantly told that
the situation of slaves is very good, much better
than that of their owners. How strange that anyone
should believe such an absurdity, or try to make others
believe it! No wonder poor John ran away at the
threat of a flogging, when he has told me more than
once that when H. last whipped him he was in pain for