To Sarah, who was absent from her for a short time, she writes:—­

“Dear Mother:  My mind begins to be much exercised.  I scarcely want to converse at all, and believe it best I should be much alone.  Sister Anna is very kind in leaving me to myself.  She appears to feel much for me, but I do not feel at liberty to ask her what occasions the tears which at times flow as she throws her arms around me.  I sometimes think she sees more than I do about myself.  I often tremble when I think of the future, and fear that I am not entirely resigned to my Master’s will.  Read the first chapter of Jeremiah; it rests much on my mind, and distresses me; and though I would wish to put far off the evil day, yet I am urged continually to pray that the Lord would cut short the work of preparation.”

Her sister Anna (Mrs. Frost) was one of those who thought Angelina was under a terrible delusion, and mourned over her wasted energies.  But it is certainly singular that the chapter to which she refers, taken in connection with the work with which she afterwards became identified, should have made the impression on her mind which it evidently did, as she repeatedly alludes to it.  This letter is the last in which she addresses Sarah as mother.  Their Quaker friends all objected to the habit, and it was dropped.

In another letter she describes a visit she made to a friend in the country, and says:—­

“I have already had reason to feel my great need of watchfulness here.  Yesterday the nurse gave me a cap to tuck and trim for the baby.  My hands actually trembled as I worked on it, and yet I had not faithfulness enough to refuse to do it.  This text was repeatedly presented to me, ’Happy is he who condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth.’  While working, my heart was lifted up to the Father of mercies for strength to bear my testimony against such vanities; and when I put the cap into Clara’s hands, I begged her not to give me any more such work to do, as I felt it a duty to bear my testimony against dress, and believed it sinful in me to assist anyone in doing what I was convinced was sinful, and assured her of my willingness to do any plain work.  She laughed at my scruples, but my agitated mind was calmed, and I was satisfied to be thought foolish for Christ’s sake.  Thomas (Clara’s husband) and I had along talk about Quakers yesterday.  I tried to convince him that they do not reject the Bible, explained the reason of their not calling it the word of God, and got him to acknowledge that in several texts I repeated the word was the Spirit.  We conversed on the ordinances.  He did not argue much for them, but was immovable in his opinions.  He thinks if all Quakers were like me, he could like them, but believes I have carried all the good of Presbyterianism into the Society, therefore they cannot be judged of by me.”

On the 11th of November Sarah writes:  “Parted with my dearly beloved sister Angelina this afternoon.  We have been one another’s consolation and strength in the Lord, mingling sweetly in exercise, and bearing one another’s burdens.”