by the Ministers of War and Marine for military clergy,
and by the Ministers of Public Instruction and Justice.
She is paid to support the pomp of the Roman Pontiff,
as we maintain his ambassador in Spain, which is as
though I allowed myself the luxury of keeping servants,
and laid on my neighbour the obligation of paying
them. She is paid for the repairs to churches,
for episcopal libraries, for the colonisation of Fernando
Po, for unforeseen occurrences, and I do not know how
many supplemental items besides! And you must
take into account what the Spanish people pay the
Church voluntarily apart from what the State gives.
The Bull of the Holy Crusade produces two and a half
million pesetas annually; besides this you must consider
what the parochial clergy draw from their congregations,
the annual gifts to the religious orders for their
ministry and offices (and this is the fattest portion),
and the ecclesiastical revenue from the Ayuntamientos
and deputations. In short, this Church, which
is continually speaking of its poverty, draws from
the State and the country more than three hundred
million pesetas annually—nearly double
what the army costs; although they are always complaining
in the sacristies of these modern times, saying that
everything is devoured by the military, and that the
fault of everything that has happened is theirs, as
they threw themselves on to the side of that cursed
liberty. Three hundred millions, Gabriel!
I have calculated it carefully! And I, who form
part of this great establishment, receive seven duros
a month; the greater part of the vicars in Spain are
paid less than an excise officer, and thousands of
clergy live from hand to mouth, wandering from sacristy
to sacristy trying to obtain a mass to put the stew
on the fire; and if bands of clergy do not go into
the highways to rob, it is only from fear of the civil
guard, and because after a couple of days of hunger
a third may come in which they may beg some scraps
to eat; there is always a crumb to allay hunger, and
no cassock ever falls in the street dying of want,
but there are a great many clerics who spend their
existence deceiving their stomachs, trying to imagine
they nourish themselves, till some sudden illness
comes which hurries them out of the world. Where,
then, does all this money go? To the aristocracy
of the Church, to the true sacerdotal caste; but we
who are in religion are people of the backstairs.
What a terrible mistake, Gabriel! To renounce
love and family affection, to fly all worldly pleasures,
the theatre, concerts, the cafe; to be looked upon
by people, even by those who think themselves religious,
as a strange being, a sort of intermediate, neither
a man nor a woman; to wear petticoats and to be dressed
like a lugubrious doll; and in exchange for all these
sacrifices to earn less than a man who breaks stones
on the road. We live idly, certain that we shall
never fall from over-work, but our poverty is greater
than that of many workmen; we cannot acknowledge it,