my Thoughts on this Subject any way so well, as
by a short account of my own Life to this the Forty
fifth Year of my Age; that is to say, from my being
first a Foot-boy at Fourteen, to my present Station
of a Nobleman’s Porter in the Year of my Age
above-mentioned. Know then, that my Father
was a poor Tenant to the Family of Sir Stephen
Rackrent: Sir Stephen put me to School,
or rather made me follow his Son Harry to
School, from my Ninth Year; and there, tho’ Sir
Stephen paid something for my Learning, I
was used like a Servant, and was forced to get what
Scraps of Learning I could by my own Industry, for
the Schoolmaster took very little Notice of me.
My young Master was a Lad of very sprightly Parts;
and my being constantly about him, and loving him,
was no small Advantage to me. My Master loved
me extreamly, and has often been whipped for not keeping
me at a Distance. He used always to say, That
when he came to his Estate I should have a Lease
of my Father’s Tenement for nothing. I came
up to Town with him to Westminster School;
at which time he taught me at Night all he learnt;
and put me to find out Words in the Dictionary when
he was about his Exercise. It was the Will of
Providence that Master Harry was taken very
ill of a Fever, of which he died within Ten Days
after his first falling sick. Here was the first
Sorrow I ever knew; and I assure you, Mr. SPECTATOR,
I remember the beautiful Action of the sweet Youth
in his Fever, as fresh as if it were Yesterday.
If he wanted any thing, it must be given him by Tom:
When I let any thing fall through the Grief I was
under, he would cry, Do not beat the poor Boy:
Give him some more Julep for me, no Body else shall
give it me. He would strive to hide his being
so bad, when he saw I could not bear his being in
so much Danger, and comforted me, saying, Tom,
Tom, have a good Heart. When I was holding
a Cup at his Mouth, he fell into Convulsions; and
at this very Time I hear my dear Master’s
last Groan. I was quickly turned out of the Room,
and left to sob and beat my Head against the Wall
at my Leisure. The Grief I was in was inexpressible;
and every Body thought it would have cost me my Life.
In a few Days my old Lady, who was one of the Housewives
of the World, thought of turning me out of Doors,
because I put her in mind of her Son. Sir Stephen
proposed putting me to Prentice; but my Lady being
an excellent Manager, would not let her Husband throw
away his Money in Acts of Charity. I had sense
enough to be under the utmost Indignation, to see
her discard with so little Concern, one her Son
had loved so much; and went out of the House to ramble
wherever my Feet would carry me.
The third Day after I left Sir Stephen’s Family, I was strolling up and down the Walks in the Temple. A young Gentleman of the House, who (as I heard him say afterwards) seeing me half-starved and well-dressed, thought me an Equipage ready to