The days are gone, yet still this heart of fire
Smouldering, smoulders on with ancient love;
        And the red embers of desire
        I would not, oh, nor dare remove!

Where is the bosom my head rested on,
The arms that caught my boy’s head, the soft kiss? 
        Where is the light of your eyes gone?—­
        For now I know what darkness is....

It is the loneliness, the loneliness,
Since she that brought me here has left me here
        With the sharp need of her to press
        Sudden upon the nerve of fear;

It is the loneliness that wounds me still,
Shut from the generations that are past,
        That with their blood my warm veins fill
        And on my spirit their spirit cast;

That haunt me so and yet how strangely keep
Beyond communion, alone, alone,
        Like that huge ancient hill asleep,
        With to-day’s noisy winds o’erblown.

There from the hill is sprung a single thorn,
Wind-twisted, straining from the earth to the skies,
        Thin branches pleading with wild morn
        And root that pressed in darkness lies.

From the unknown of earth and heaven are brought
Her strength, her weakness, death and bravest life;
        Shadow and light and wind have wrought
        Beauty from change, calm out of strife.

That tree upon the unchanging hill am I,
Alone upon the dark unwhispering hill:—­
        You in the stirless cold past lie,
        But I ache warm and lonely still.

There’s not a storm tossing among my boughs,
Nor gentle air drawn under quiet skies,
        There’s not an idle cloud that flows
        Across the mind, nor bird that cries,

But says (if I have eyes, or ears to hear),
“You in this mortal being are alone.” 
        And morn and noon and night-stars clear
        Repeat, “Alone, alone, alone.”

Yet the tree in wild storm her dark boughs shakes,
Thrusting her roots in the earth, her arms to heaven,
        Fresh washed with dew when morning breaks;
        And new light back to the light is given.

* * * * *

Is it that I that loved have yet forgot? 
Is it that I that looked have yet been blind? 
        Longing, have yet remembered not
        Nor heard you whispering in my mind?

But at a word you are nearer now than when
We sat and spoke, or merely looked and thought,
        Knowing all speech superfluous then,
        Since what we needed, silence brought;—­

And your warm bosom my head rested on,
The arms that caught my boy’s head, the soft kiss,
        The brown grave eyes that gently shone—­
        Are here again, and brightness is.

Two years have gone, but nearer now are you,
Being dearer now; and this false loneliness
        Is but a dream that cloudlike grew,
        Then growing cloudlike less and less