who were free; to see the happy meetings of lovers
and friends, of parents and children; and the partings
that were scarcely partings at all compared with his
own length of exile from all mankind: these were
things the bitterness of which Richard felt to the
uttermost; his very blood ran gall. His friend
Balfour was among his fellow-travelers, but they did
not journey in the same van nor railway carriage.
Had it been otherwise Richard might have felt some
sense of companionship; whereas the contact of this
man Rolfe seemed to degrade him to his level, and
isolate him from humanity itself. At the same
time, he shrank with sensitiveness from the gaze of
the gaping crowd. It is so difficult, even with
the strongest will to do so, to become callous and
hardened to shame except by slow degrees: every
finger seemed to point at him in recognition, every
tongue to be telling of his disgrace and doom; whereas,
in simple fact, his own mother would scarcely have
known him in such a garb, and with those iron ornaments
about his limbs; his fine hair cropped to the roots;
his delicate features worn and sharpened with spare
diet and want of sleep; above all, with those haggard
eyes, always watching and waiting for something a
long way off—almost, indeed, out of sight
at present, but coming up, as a ship comes spar by
spar above the horizon, taking shape and distinctness
as it nears. There were nineteen years and three
months still, however, between him and
it.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
OUT OF THE WORLD.
This tedious, shameful travel came to an end at nightfall.
Their way had lain all day through landscapes of great
beauty, though about to lose the last remnants of
their autumn splendor; but when they left the rail,
the woods, and glens, and rivers were seen no more.
All was dreary moorland, where winter had already
begun to reign. A village or two were passed,
among whose scanty population their appearance created
little excitement: such sights were common in
that locality. They were on the high-road that
leads to Lingmoor, and to nowhere else. The way
seemed as typical of their outcast life-path as a
page out of the Pilgrim’s Progress.
Vanity Fair, where they would fain have tarried if
they could, was left far behind them, while to some
of them the road was doomed to be the veritable Valley
of the Shadow. They were never to see the world,
nor partake of its coarse and brutal pleasures—the
only ones they cared for, or perhaps had experienced—any
more. How bare, and desolate, and wretched was
the prospect! There was no living thing in sight;
only the wild moorland streams hurried by, as if themselves
desirous to escape from the barren solitude. Not
a tree was to be seen save Bergen Wood, which Richard’s
companion indicated to him, as they neared it, by
a movement of the eyelid. It had been the tomb
of many a convict, who had striven for freedom, and
found death. As they emerged from it, Lingmoor